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damn pc! memory card's still broken. it sucks, man! it's been like one month already. im so tired of going to pc shops, although they use dsl. hay! this is tiring noh and our unlimited net at home is being wasted. -_- i've no privacy and the time is limited. yeah, the price is cheap but it gets bigger when i extend. ya know, i cant get enough of being online! so hard for someone like me who's addicted.
we're supposed to be having a house party at aaron's but... look what's happening. instead im sitting here at the nearest pc shop!!! no music, no food.. no playstation! no ddr!!! this sux... ¬_¬ aaron and krixie fought and michelle was throwing her "problem-with-you-guys" tantrum again. whatta house party!
actually, i think i should have gone to the mall instead and played ddr there. i found out that i have pa! dyahe! hehe. i know i shouldnt be posting this but... i want eh! i'm not used to buying the "sandwich" coz i always ask our maids to buy for me or my brothers.. such shame! hehe. so that's why i'm feeling cranky these past few days...
i'm supposed to be doing a report on what we accomplished during the month of december. those guys, so unfair! i think it isn't enough basis that i'm the associate editor of the school paper so they gave me the month with the most activities. heck, i cant even remember all we did there. i just hope someone could go online and help me. say, perhaps the sc president himself?! hehe. i'll just do my best.. what can i do anyway?!
kevin's online. haha. long time no chat. i miss him! even though i get to see him everyday. hahaha. i was reading my diary last night and i... can't believe how crazy i was for him! (crush ko for three years!) hahaha! my second journal's pages were filled with "kevin is like this.. kevin is like that.. he's cute... tall.. yada yada yada...!!!" hahaha. when i have a crush on someone, i tend to get soooo crazy! lol. i wont give him this address.. if he gets interested, that is. hmpf. he knows that i have a crush on him anyway... haha.
well.. i'll do my report first and ask someone to put it in a diskette for tomorrow. we've got two printers but no pc. how frustrating could it get?!
blueberry had a little lamb last 3/29/2005 07:40:00 PM
self-centered me...
life.. kindda sucks. i dont know what's happening to me but i've been getting crankier and crankier everyday. just like today. hay.. it seems that i'm craving for something.. but i dont know what that something is. all i know is that i gotta have what i want! im afraid i'll be like the other spoiled brats out there who only think of themselves.. waaahhh!!!
yeah, im a self-centered bitch sometimes but i dont usually show it... but!!! it's getting out slooowwwlllyyyyy... i dont know why. haha. it seems that i want everything prim and proper. miss manners? not really. well, maybe! my brothers were doing their boy stuff and.. i found them unsuitable in public places. heck yeah, boys will be boys but puh-lease! and my sister was making fun of my crankiness.. that's so... annoying!
anyway, i guess i have to learn to accept that other people just aren't like me. since i read "teenage book of manners, please," i think it sank into me deeeeepppllllllyyyyyyy that i'd gladly shove it on the face of everyone whom i think has to really read it. ehehe. and im not that picky when i say everyone. lolz.
hay. for me, being a spoiled kid is good sometimes but you gotta have limits.. often it's uncontrollable and im struggling to contain my brattiness. hehe. i dont want to ruin my image now. it's too good na. hehehe. >=P
blueberry had a little lamb last 3/27/2005 09:17:00 PM
oh goody, my first entry.. ^_^
when this "blog craze" started last year, i thought, "what the hell is a blog for? sounds silly..." :P haha. i learned that it's some sort of online diary. i didnt pay any attention coz i thought that it was only for the people who are really good at designing webpages, ya know, scrolling texts, blinking letters, yada yada yada. you have to have talent with webpages. oh sheesh. yeah, i'm very active in cyberspace, spending most of my time chatting, downloading, or checking out various sites, but webpage designing? it's sooooo not me. im a plain jane in the world of page designs. it's not that im undermining my creativity, it's just that i handle things better when they're not immaterial. get it? *hahaha* anyway, i found out that since i spend a loooot of time using the internet, i better do something productive. yeah, it finally got into my head that having a blog can and may do me good. i express myself better when i write, or in this case type. =P yeah, i'll ask help from my very reliable friends who know htmls and stuff like that. they'd be big help for me. i have lots of things to tell anyway so i guess i cant go totally crazy now, cramping up all my feelings. sometimes, i just want to explode because of the many untold stories that i wanna tell. ahhhh.. i bet this is going to be fun. i just have to tell my experiences over and over again. specially the very unforgettable ones.. ~_^
blueberry had a little lamb last 3/25/2005 08:30:00 AM
about me..
here goes...
im not going to put my full name here coz.. i just don't like displaying my whole name. it's actually 23 letters long and if you'll include my middle name, the total is 33 letters. pretty long, ne? sometimes it doesnt fit the blank for the name in test papers. when i took th entrance exam in ust, there weren't enough boxes for my name. it sounds telenovela-ish and i get teased sometimes. but i dont mind coz i like it although sometimes i wish i were a japanese. i find japanese names cute! yeah, im an otaku. what the heck. i cant do anything about it na. im pretty satisified with my life. hhmm.. it won't hurt naman if i change my nickname to "tori," 'di ba? hehe.. nah. pwede na ang vika. cute naman un and ako lang ang may ganung nickname. at least sa mga kakilala ko.it sucks sometimes that i have to repeat my name over and over again and even spell it out to the people i just met. but still vika is ok. it suits me.
im 5'5 and i hope i get a little taller. hehe. i take pride in my height. and im chinita. people often ask if im chinese/japanese/singaporean/vietnamese/blah blah, which i really am not (though sometimes im tempted to answer that im chinese or japanese. hehe). my closest foreign blood is spanish that's why all my relatives in my mother's side are mestizos and mestizas. all of us in the family are white. as in. i joined the CAT kaya hindi na pantay ang kulay ko. if you look at my legs, you'll see my original color. yeah, i darkened a lot when i studied at munsci. but it doesn't matter 'coz i have faith that my color will come back. sana... hehe. i developed freckles nga and i cant stay out in the sun too long or else i'd feel very weak and i'd have trouble breathing plus i'd get as red as a tomato. (=^.^=)
i have 4 siblings, a sister and three brothers. my dad works in vietnam now and my mom is a businesswoman. i have to admit that im closer to my dad because we have the same personality and kaya niyang sakyan ung ibang trip ko sa buhay. but im closest to my sister and i call the youngest "kambal." i dont know why but want to have a twin brother and a kuya that's why i "adopted" kuya john (singkit and mabait although we can be complete opposites sometimes. heck, i like him as my kuya!) and inggo (real-life soujiro seta.. or so he claims. haha. but he's cute!) i met them at mirc, #Munsci and #naruto, and both are from UP Diliman and they have the same course, ComSci. aahhh.. what's with UPD comsci students? hehe. kuya john is older by 1 year, i think.
i study at MunSci, my school where i felt really at home. there i gained lots of experiences and lessons.. there i lost lots of pounds! hahaha! yeah, totoo. ang laki ng pinayat ko sa school na 'yan. anyway, i wasn't really active at first and i was just one of the ordinary stuents. during my third year, i was a cocc and i also ran in the student council elections. it was supposed to be a joke but we got serious and we tried our luck. good thing i won! haha. i became the secretary. on our first formation, apat or lima sa platoon ko ang bumagsak. amf.. napunta sa akin 'yung section ng mga hikain. (T_T) i gained lots of friends and it doesn't tire me when i wave and say hi to those i know. my bestfriend, jonica, and i always stay at the guidance office to do some work for our school paper adviser (like encoding articles or letters), guidance counselor (calling students, finding teachers, and other confidential work), or to just hang around.
i love drawing, reading, writing letters, sleeping, eating chocolates or other yummy stuff, and chatting/surfing the net! i'm a chat addict and i'd do anything to be online! grabe nga, konting oras na lang and one thousand hours na ako sa net. im a dan brown fan now coz i absolutely love "the da vinci code" and "angels and demons." other favorite authors include j.k. rowling and terry goodkind. i love animes!!!!!!!!!!! rave, hxh, ghostfighter, rurouni kenshin, X/1999, ccs, inu yasha, etc!!! i can't get enough of the bishounens!!!! really, i crave for bishies!!! whenever i think of Shirou Kamui or Kurama *drools* or.. or Soujirou Seta *drools more* or or Yukito or Yue or Sasuke or Amiboshi or Tasuki or Aki or.. or.. or.. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! grabe i can't take this anymore! hahaha!!! *runs over to her bishounens and glomps them* *lol* hehe.. (^o^) i also love CSi! in fact, my ambition is to be a forensic scientist, a la Horatio ng CSi Miami and Grissom ng CSI las vegas. hehe. it all started when i first watched medical detectives and crime night on discovery channel. the way the crimes were handled and solved really amazed me! sa elementary yearbook nga ang nakalagay na ambition ko dun ay "to be a forensic scientist" oh di bah?! sosyal~~~ hehehe. really. i want to be an fbi agent under the forensics department. i'm so inspired by CSi kasi eh. although i may not look like it, i love working. i feel alien when i'm not busy. my body's coped with stress already and i can work under pressure and i can push my body to the limit. i can still work even if i haven't eaten yet or if there are looooooooong time intervals when i eat. i love my friends and family. i can be really sweet or really cold, it depends on the situation. i'm both ends of the extreme. haha. but most of the time im candy sweet. i dont like spiders and i cant cross the street. i dont like math and i cant do the "rrrrrr" thing. bulol ako. ehehe. i enjoy a good laugh and some say im "ma-PR." i've made dealing with people my specialty.
this is pretty long nah.. i'll continue on my next post. ja!
blueberry had a little lamb last 3/24/2005 05:07:00 PM
