The Bottom Line
Patience is a virtue -- what you're waiting for will be so sweet when it arrives.
In Detail
You shouldn't expect to make very much progress in anything today, but then again you don't need to make much more progress -- you are just about exactly where you need to be, so take a deep breath and relax! Today will serve as simmer time for that delicious project you've put on the back burner -- remember that patience is a virtue, and what you are waiting for is going to be oh-so-sweet when it arrives. In the meantime, reconnect with a friend and have fun.
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Just thought of checking the horoscope in Friendster.. I should feel good but I'm too tired, physically and mentally. Emotionally? Yeah. It's like I'm playing Jenga, getting pieces here and placing them there.. I think I miscalculated a few moves but I am definitely not going to let this one topple down. I just remembered that I'm supposed to be manipulative. =P
Alas dos na. Makatulog na nga. Inonood ko na lang 'to ng dvd na bigay ni McDo man. :) blueberry had a little lamb last 6/27/2008 10:11:00 PM
MIA
Yesterday, I wasn't where I was supposed to be. Haha. I was off searching for something. A treasure? Maybe.. And I think I found bits and pieces of it. :) :) :)
'Cause you keep me coming back for more And I feel a little better than I did before And if I never see your face again I don't mind 'Cause we got much further than I thought, we can't denyAng sarap ng food sa Mang Jimmy's.^^
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/21/2008 07:50:00 AM
midnight rant
Was this Saturday a sort of come back/after-effect of the so-called Friday the 13th just because I had so much fun on that day?!
Save for the squad dinner and car ride with my couz, this was definitely one of those bad days that you and I would beg to avoid.
Perhaps it's just me and my unstable moods but puh-lease, this sucks. Sana natulog na lang ako buong araw para hindi nasira 'yung magandang mood ko kahapon. Hindi gumagana 'yung feel good songs ko. Huhuhu.
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/14/2008 08:36:00 PM
Robi pa rin. haha!
I'm not really a fan of grand 2-hour presentations of winners but I managed to stick through the whole PBB Big Night.
Reminded me of the American Idol finish because Beauty and Nicole got 4th and 3rd places, respectively, leaving an all-male battle between Ejay and Robi.
Ejay won.
Robi landed second.
Not bad. It was like Atenistas + other Robi supporters against the rest of the Philippines. Pinoys simply love underdogs, no? Hahaha.
Robi had it all na raw so I guess it's just right that Ejay won. He deserves it din naman. =)
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/07/2008 06:43:00 PM
the things i love
Before I go to sleep (it's 2:39 am!), I just want to show how excited I am today because of...
This! Yes, pens and paper. =P Nah, it's an artwork! Yey me! Due to busy months, it took me a loooonnggg time to come up with a finished one. I have developed this bad bad habit of leaving works unfinished because I get distracted or too lazy. That's Ayanami Rei, btw. I owe this one to KC.
I'm back to watching and downloading
anime (Vampire Knight and XXXHolic), also squeezing in a few episodes of
My Boss, My Hero. It's a delightfully FUNNY Japanese drama that I'm absolutely loving now. =)
Aside from the PC, here're my constant companions: sketchpad, pencil, eraser, a book entitled
Fragile Things (woot!!!), and
Fishball. =)
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/05/2008 10:50:00 PM
for you
I'm feeling quite okay but still crappy. But anyways...
The quote that I highlighted..
...I was wondering whether it applied only to me? Because I realized that I didn't cry a single tear ever since that day. Maybe it's the reason why up until now, I haven't been able to forgive myself completely. There's no hatred and pain anymore but the guilt is still there. After all these years. After all that has happened in his life. In my life. I feel the guilt even more when we finally see each other during the rarest of times. Even more so when he gives me his smile. And I think, "That's it. That's the reason why he's so dear to me."
...I was wondering whether it applied to me doing that for him and not just for myself? Because I realized that I didn't make an effort to ease what I have caused. Pretended that everything was his fault and not mine but in reality it was I who brought the pain. Regret. Time. Two words that are synonymous to "What if?" when joined together. Unfortunately, I chose to be blinded by my world.
My world. Selfish, yes, that's what I've been. That's what I am. It's the very demon that I'm still fighting. Trying again would mean pulling back the past.. But trying again would mean another chance.
No. No, it isn't for me. It isn't for us. The comfort that I feel whenever we we hold hands as friends is enough. I have been forgiven.
"How you see that sky move upwards again, then it falls. That's a past about to change my everything. Past.. A forever reminder that I may fail my Present."I don't have a present but I think this is the perfect time to make things right. To move-on. For me.
P.S.
Salamat kay Walp dahil nagnakaw ako ng quote sa
novel nya. Hehe.
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/03/2008 12:59:00 PM
upset.
Magda-drama sana ako kaso bigla akong nawala sa mood. Grrr..
Dapat hindi. Dapat hindi talaga.
Dapat masaya ako. Dapat masaya ako para sa kanya.
My own demons.
Struggling to fight my own demons.
I shouldn't allow myself to feel this.
Walang dahilan.
Hindi rin bagay sakin.
NAKAKAINIS!!!!I should have rebuilt it soon. Damn crap of a wall.
I very well know what and who shouldn't be compromised.
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/03/2008 12:10:00 PM
