kabaliwan. ka-eklatan. .etc
hhmm.. ala lng. nakaka-touch ang mga snbi ni jelly puff sakin (si justin to ha. hehehe.) sabi nya wag ko raw isipin na di ako special s knya compared dati. kht na di n raw sha msydong nkkpgkwento ngyn, lab p rin nya ako. waaahhh kakatouch tlga! he made my day. kahit na ampanget ng araw ko, bawing bawi dahil sa kanya. hay buhay! ewan ko ba. mahal na mahal ko ang taong iyon at unti unti ko ng natatanggap na bestfriend n lng tlga kami habambuhay! hahaha. tpos ung qm nya, wla raw ung pnkmmhl nyang langaw. ergh.. tpos sa huli bye jelly puff. waw. haha. ayos. may tawagan kami. cute noh? ako ngisip nun. hehe. di na sha pwede maging pare ko. special kasi siya eh kaya dapat iba ang twg ko. naisip ko na sinubuan nya ako ng red jelly noon tska kmain kmi ng caramel puffs. hehehe. jelly puff! *pft* i know it's mushy and corny. hahaha. corny ung nag-isip eh.. mushed na ang brain. hahaha. ung kay jansen naman, wala na nangyyri. amf. ewan ko dun. binigyan ko n nga ng sualt at lahat tpos wala pa ring gngwa. ibig lng sbhn di nya tlga ako gnun pnphlghan. tsk tsk. and to think nakagawa ako ng kasamaan pra lng s knya noon. hay! kng cguro d ntuloy s m.u. ung amin ni jansen.. masaya kaya kaming dlwa ni myt have been ngyon? hayyayayay! guys bring headaches tlga! erghh.. bsta ang gwapo ni francis! ahahaha! tsaka ni coco he's so cuteeee! tsaka.. si japoy!!! gawrsh! im still sooooo hooked!!!
blueberry had a little lamb last 8/19/2005 11:47:00 PM
wahaha... sakit ng ktwan ko
at... lumipas na naman ang isang departmental exam sa math17. ang sakit ng likod ko.. na-realize ko lang yun nung mtpos akong mg-ayos sa cr after the exam. mas prepared ata ako ngyon sa tingin ko. ah ewan ko. kumain nga ako ng dlwang packs ng pillows at isang balot ng oreo 2's. ang sarap ng pillows, nakaka-addict! tpos bumili na rin ako ng sangkatutak na fox's candy para habang nage-exam ay may knkain. hanggang ngayon masakit pa rin ang mga binti ko dahil sa walangyang 15 rounds sa sswc na pinagawa sa amin ni sir jake nung wednesday. nakakahiya nga kasi naka-shorts! n-conscious nga ako kasi 'di pantay kulay ko (hekhekhek) tpos i have this scar pa (darn bike!) so i wore my knee supporter. hahaha. ang tarush. andun pa man din ung block 1 (at sympre andun si... harharhar!). eeek! nakadagdag pa yung math17 sa sakit ng katawan ko. 'di naman tlga ako puspusang nag-review dun. binasa ko lang ulit tsaka sinolve yung mga probs na di ko alam tsaka konting sample exam.. tsaka nagpaturo na rin ako kay gerome (ur da best dude pare ang galing mo dude pare! dude pare ka talaga!).. hay. kinabahan nga ako pero di naman gnun kalkas ung kaba ko. mejo pantag ang kalooban pero andun pa rin ang pag-aalinlangan kung papasa ba ako o hindi. come what may! bahala na!!! kung babagsak ako, eh di bagsak. pero mas maganda kung dehins. kelngan ko mabawi ang aking mababang score nung 1st dep exam. jeez! what's with math ba at hirap na hirp ako?!?!?! hahaha. ano pa ba? nakita ko rin pala si francis ngyon! wiiii! after ilang arw tska ko lng sha nkita.. grabeh! he's so cute tlga!!! hhmm.. di pla cute, gwapo pla hehe! uhrm.. mgnda?! sabi kc ni janine maganda si francis haha metrosexual coz he's so vain. but i still like him! hekhekhek he is, after all, my ultimate crush. uhm, ang laki pala ng gulat ko kasi nung wednesday, pauwi na kami galing sa baseco compund. nsa jeep ng block namin si coco at si pepe. tapos may snbi si brian n tungkol sa crsh ko tpos tinuro nya si coco. eeekkkk!!! kasi tumatawa ako nun tpos di ako makatigl sa kktwa tpos sbi nya alam daw nya kng bkt ako masaya hahaha! tpos eto pa. nung nglalakad kmi sa rob, tinanong ni gerome dude pare kng cno crush ko. ask nya kng malapit daw b s knya, sabi ko hindi (at feeling ko c huckie ang tinutukoy nya) at di rin nmin kblck pero nkkausap nya. nung ng-lib kmi after lunch, lumapit si coco s knya tpos nung nklayo na, sabi ni gerome sakin "ui vika.. vika. oh bakit ang saya mo?" hehe. ginatungan pa ni brian tpos sbi ni ge "tama na nga ngkukulay ballpen ka na* hawak ang red pen*" ngb-blush b tlga ako or gnun ka-obvious?! waaahh kahiya naman! di ko mapigil na makatawa actually kasi nttwa ako kay gerome. he's a hilarious guy and saya kasama. cla nina noel, huckie at brian super sarap kkwntuhan. haha. ang gago nga lng ng ibang pnguusapan. haha. promotor kc c noel or c gerome. hahahaha! tpos c julie, masaya rin ksma! haha nkksundo ko n sha. kala ko nung una hindi. hahaha. ngyon nga madalas ko n rin sha ksma tska si jm. hihihi! amfness ang sakit ng ktwan ko tlga! T_T kainis... onga pla mlpit n fldtrip namin sna naman matuloy na!!! three times cancelled. wow di ba. sana sa sunday tuloy na. may isa pa nga kaming fieldtrip.. sa corregidor naman! astigin tlgaaaahhh!!! college rocks hahaha! and i also want to watch the concert sa st. scho! wiiii!!! hahanap p ko ng kasama hehehe..
blueberry had a little lamb last 8/19/2005 10:48:00 PM
wahaha!
waaaahhhhhhhhhhh...... i luv japoy so much! hehehe....
blueberry had a little lamb last 8/16/2005 08:36:00 PM
addicted...
isang araw na naman ang lumipas... at 'di ko pa nakikita ulit si japoy. pumunta pa ako ng glorietta dahil nagbabakasakali na makita siya. hay. ewan ko ba pero nagiging obssessed na ata ako. haha. gagawin ko ang lahat para lang makita siya at makakuha ng picture nya. pangako 'yun! ang laki na nga ng pagsisisi ko kasi andyan na siya sa tabi namin, nabunggo pa nga ako, dumaan-daan pa sa harap namin... 'di pa ako ngpa-picture. huhuh. if you think that isn't a big deal, well then, for me it is. i really admire that guy! he isn't only handsome... he has the killer moves (and smile!)! i think he's really kind and cool,too! di siya tulad ng ibang guys na mayabang. mabait nga siya eh! okei lng sa kanya mgpapicture and he's really polite. i can still hear his voice on my head... waiii!!! =) basta. i'll even give up one day of my life para lang makita siya at makasama. hekhekhekhek. addicted na akoooooooo!!! =P the japoy magic hasn't left me yet and i don't think it ever will. august 10, 2005 is one of the best days of my life! japoy.. japoy... japoy!
nagkita pala kami ni donna knina. we did some catching up. astig! gusto ko nga magpaturo ng frnch sa kanya. hehe. mahirap daw ung course nya at pati ung paraan ng pagtuturo ng prof nila. hay... grabe namiss ko ung babaeng un! haha. ang daming kwento. knina lang kasi kami ulit nagkita. kahit na malapit lang ang bahay namin sa bahay nila (muntinlupa), di rin ako nakakapunta kasi baka wala siya or sumthin. hay... bumili pa nga kami ng mag. magta-trade kami pgktpos magbasa. hehehe.. ang galing. ung mag na nabili ko (meg) may article tungkol sa self defense at si japoy ang model. hahaha!
blueberry had a little lamb last 8/12/2005 10:34:00 PM
i luv japoy!!!
i love love love this day! one of the best ever! i saw japoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha! jm and i went to glorietta coz julie invited us. her bf's participating in the taekwondo tournament and she said that japoy's gonna be there. jm and i almost gave up on the bus but after some minutes, a pvp liner bus finally appeared! it was my first time to go to ayala with a friend only. we traveled for 1 hour plus. we were seated at the back of the bus and i think the remaining passengers could hear our conversation. it was about the wild things that her classmates/schoolmates did.. you know, banging each other and stuff. the bus reached its stop and the conductor said na lakarin n lng namin ng padiretso and mkkrting n kmi ng greenbelt. na-amaze si jm dahil ang gaganda ng mga buildings sa ayala. we passed the ayala museum walkway and there we saw the garden. it was really a sight to behold! she took a picture of it pa nga. the two of us continued walking and finally reached glorietta! we hurried to the center and immediately looked for japoy. and he was there!!! naka-green sha hahahaha. lumapit kami ni jm and.... *drool* ang cute nya sobraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kumain muna kami sa jollibee and went back to the tournament. too bad nakauwi na c julie at bf nya. tpos bumalik kami sa may puwesto namin. nsa harapan si japoy nung opening prog tpos bglang nwala. nktingin kmi ni jm sa may streamers n nakahang and then pagyuko ko, japoy passed in front of us! we were both wide eyed and smiling and giggling!!! grabe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tapos ngsalita sha s mic for the panunumpa. di gnun kgnda boses pero ayos lng. bawing bawi ng looks! im so inlove with his hair. hehe. pgktpos nya mgslita, cla ng partner nya n ngslita ay pmnta sa may pwesto nmin. turned out na andun ung family nila! wow!!!!!!!!! japoy was actually behind me! tapos pumnta pa sa gilid ko. andun ung mom nya, tinutulungan sha mgsuot ng taekwondo paraphernalia. wooohhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! grabe tlga kilig na kilig ako sobra! hahahaha! i begged jm to ask japoy for a pic but nahiya kami. un lng ang pingsisisihan ko. di kmi ngpapicture! huhuhu... anyway... he passed again sa likod ko..tpos sa harap.. parang sya na ang lumalapit samin. haha! dream on.. hehehe! i was looking at him nung ngpa-practice sha and i'm sure he caught me. haha. i know it's bad manners to stare but i wasnt able to help it! hehehe. nung bago sha pumunta sa kbilang side, andun kc ung ibang participants, sa likod ko sha dumaan and i felt him bump into me. hahahaha! someone wished him goodluck and he replied "thank you po." ayiii!!! it sent goosebumps on my neck hahahaha! grabe ang saya saya saya saya saya ko sobra! nung nglalaban na cla, lalo akong humanga. astig tlga grabe!!! ang galing nya! ung klban nya, muntikan p shang dalihin sa leeg kaya na-penalize. ahahaha! 6-2 ung score... ang gwapo nya nung pawis na! sobraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! dumaan sha s harap namin nung bmlk n sha sa family nya. i could have melted tlga!!! *drool* hehehe! tpos tinawag sha for an interview... dumaan sa mismong harap na harap namin. woooow! wagi tlga! hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm sooooo happy!!! im becoming obssessed na! he's my ultimate crush tlga hahaha! im gonna go tlga tomorrow and see if he's still there. hahahahah!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna ask julie to get her boyfriend to ask japoy for an autograph and picture. hahaha!!!!!!!!!!! i luv japoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i went home on cloud 9 and up to now i cant stop smiling!!!!!!! hanggang bukas to...... forever n lng! sana makita ko sha uli hahaha!!!!!!!!! i soooo luv japoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
blueberry had a little lamb last 8/10/2005 10:36:00 PM
tonight, the sky weeps with me..
august 1 2005...
tonight, the sky weeps with me. it seems it has taken pity on an anguished and fearful soul. although u long for someone to embrace me while i cry, the sound of the raindrops is somehow enough to keep me company. i dont really like the rain, but now i find comfort and solace. the thunder reflects much of my emotions wanting to burst out of me all at the same time. i wish the rain would wash away the sadness and the hurt that i feel now. it's so easy to wish for the impossible, but if that wish of mine ever came true in an instant, then would i be really happy? would it change all that has happened? would it bring back every piece of my shattered heart and make me whole again? no... i dont think it would. i dont think it could. i am still hoping that the person whom i have offered my heart, the same person who broke my heart and is the cause of all my tears, the person whom i have always loved and whose name my heart and soul still screams, would be the one who'll put the pieces back together and finally put a smile on my face. although he has another, it is not enough reason for me to lessen my love for him. i would gladly cry forever just to let him know how much i care for him... how much i love him, because there are things that can only be told best by these precious drops. now i am braver to shed these tears. i am not alone after all, for tonight the sky weeps with me.. the sky weeps for me.
"...nag-iisa siya para sa akin. siya lang ang taong labis kong minahal.. minamahal... at mamahalin pa..." ~excerpt from my diary (july 31, 05)
blueberry had a little lamb last 8/04/2005 09:33:00 PM
