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yeah... 2:30 am and i am still... ALIVE. err, AWAKE. hahaha! ang saya ko ngayon. imagine, 14 hours of chat, friendster... and chat.. im making up for the lost times what me and my computer could have had. =P haha! at shempre, hindi lang iyon ang nagpapasaya sa akin. wala lang. heeheehee.. ang dami ko na palang post sa friendster. puro survey pa. -_- adik na. well gnyan tlga kpg walng mgwa. hmm.. parnts ko nga and brothers wala pa eh.. andun pa ata s bday party. heehee.... im still waiting for them.. mya mya n ako mttlog... im blog hopping. pansin ko lang na puro matatanda na ang gmgmit ng blogger. hehehe. buti n lng may mga tulad kong bata. wapak! un lang.. hehe.. cge cge.. ciao!

ah, yes... it's 4pm.. a damp sunday afternoon. and guess what?

im eating again!!! hahaha! i ate another pack of graham chocolate (3's) and im currently eating bread with cheese pimiento. yummy. i sooo love cheese. maybe i should put that in my "loves" list

im updating my friendster profile.. i have absolutely nothing good to do. i've been online for almost four hours.. my brothers have been playing xbox for about four hours or more, too.

darn, i heard my brother vincent, again, calling miguel without the "kuya." nahihiya ata siya or sumthin. that's... shit. haha. shempre dapat matutong gumalang sa nakatatanda di ba (my gmrc teacher should be proud of me)? kung si vanessa nga nasanay na tawagin akong ate, which is the right thing, dapat si vincent din. niloloko ko nga minsan na tawagin nyng kuya si miguel kahit na parang hindi kuya si miguel sa kanila. hahaha! im so mean to my bros sometimes. totoo naman kc. bata p naman cla. at sobrang harot. lalo na si migs. ugh.. sometimes i wanna strangle that kid.. and vincent and mao, too! heehee.. but i love em. they'll mature.. soon. oh yeah, im also teaching them na dapat magibgay ng upuan sa mga babae.. kc un ang tama. naiirita kc ako sa bus, kapag nakatayo ako, wala man lang nagpapa-upo. chivalry is DEAD. well, ALMOST. wala ng gentleman sa mundo. ang hirap makahanap. hay. di ko rin naman masisisi na di ngbbgay ung iba dhl pagod.. at ung iba ay nagpapanggap na tulog. that is so PATHETIC. mga tao nga naman....

cge dito muna ako. iisip p ko ng mabubuting asal na dapat ituro. nyahaha! jk lng... chat muna.. ang dilim wahh..

ciao!

three hours has passed and here i am still eating.. chomping on chocolates and drinking a carbonated drink a.k.a coke. earlier i ate chippy. i cant believe it. my appetite's growing.. i cant live without midnight snacks. my tummy growls at exactly 10pm everyday. or sometimes at 12. it depends on wha time i ate. i know i've gained weight and i think that's a good thing.. i dont look good if im too thin. vanity strikes again. haha. nah, it's not that im soooooo vain.. it's just the truth. :P it takes some time for me to gain weight coz my metabolism's fast. i can eat whatever i want and whenever i want! hahaha!of course i wont forget to take care of myself and mind what i eat. health is wealth. =) anyway, i went to festival mall today. at 2pm, i was already in xsite with jonix, gel, and justin. jezrael was there, too. and of course, andun din ung si kuya mark, jun and other players. andun din si john and james, bro ni kuya mark. haha. mga "kapatid" namin na ngyon ko lang nakita. haha. cool nga kasi kht bata pa, okei na rin maglaro ng ddr. mana sa kuya. lol. sayang wala si dad jodee. nasa nueva ecija kasi and like everyone was asking me where he was. partner ko raw. yeah ryt. haha. maaga nga pala ako umuwi kasi andun ung parents ko and three bros. umuwi si papa yahey!!! ngyon nga nsa camella 3 cla, knila uncle romy.. inuman. i opted to stay at home and chat. ano naman ggwin ko dun di ba... ah.. i saw three cute guys. haha. korean ata. galing mag ez2dancer. street dance kc ung specialty ata nung isa so he looks weird but.. okei n rin. hay..nakakainis kanina pa ako nad-dc! grrrr... surf n nga lang ako at magpapaka-adik sa cover me quick! ulit hehe.. mark is sooooooooooo cute! *blush* wii! ciao peepz!

rt1) it's so cold!!! it's been raining since last night and i dont really like the feeling of being cold. wala lang. naisip ko kasi habang naglalakad kami ni vanessa papunta sa metropolis terminal na id rather live in the tropics kesa sa america, etc kasi may snow dun.. yelo.. nyebe.. ice... ayoko nga ng nilalamig. haha. ala lang naalala ko. queer thought di ba tapos habang ngllakad pa un sa shade ng festival mall. hekhek. kasi pwedeng mag-aircon or electric fan sa mainit na lugar kesa naman magpainit ka lgi sa malamig. hehe..

rt2) i was supposed to wake up at five am so that at six makakasakay n ko papuntang alabang and then be ON TIME for mao's program. heehee united nations prog sumthin. but of course, 6 ako nagising at 7 na ako nakaalis.. 8 am ang program haha. umuulan pa, nasira ung payong ko.. basang basa ung pantalon ko.. nakasakay ako sa bus after waiting for 20 minutes? bsta ang tagal. nakatulog p nga ako kc traffic. 9 am na ako nakarating and thank goodness pagdating ko sa sms, sila mao na ang sasayaw. i got there exactly para sa sayaw ni mao! haha coolness nga eh! haha. im so proud of my brother. kambal ko un shempre! hehe favoritism... >:P

rt3) hay. puro alikabok dito sa bahay! naalala ko ung sinabi ng sis ko na "pati utak mo magkakaroon ng alikabok!" and she's right. feeling ko nga lahat ng nalalanghap ko alikabok. *cough cough* wheeze* the price one must pay para lang mapaganda ang bahay. or in this case, the price my parents must pay. haha. >:P sana by the end of november maayos na ang bahay.. tpos december christmas party ng pascal!!! napag-usapan namin nila gelik na okei un para reunion. heehee. may bago kaming tv pala.. malaki. haha. tsaka new bed for my parents.. new shower heater. and PROBABLY new sofa. nsa makati n ung sofa namin. hello-ohhh? san kaya kami uupo at mgrerelax.. magu-unwind (susyal. haha) kpg natapos na ang lahat ng mga gngwa dito...?^^ nasa makati nga pala ung sis ko. di ko na isinama knina kasi mala-late ako lalo.. i wonder what the heck she's doin there. sana di nya ubusin ung supply ko ng food. sana okei lng ung stuffed toys ko.. sana.. uhm... sana'y masabi sa awit kong ito.. lahat ng ninanais nitong puso ko.. haha kumanta raw ba?! too bad i forgot the next line..

rt4) yay! uuwi dad ko bukas!!! after one month ill see him again! heehee. i miss him. ^_^ and im hoping that maayos sha ngyon.. there's some kindda trouble at work.. and i feel sad about it. huhu.sana maayos na ang lahat para naman maging masaya ang dad ko. he's hardworking.. patient.. does all he can for the family.. good provider.. supportive.. sacrifice? he does a LOT of that.. he's a great dad! one of the smartest-and- silliest people ive ever met. haha. kaya nyang sakyan ang mga gusto namin.. lakas pa mang-asar minsan. and yeah.. he spoils me! hahaha.......

rt5) ngyon lang ako nkpgnet ulit! as i've said dun s previous post ko, wla akong net card. so here i am.. kahit na ang gulu gulo dito sa bahay, nakaharang ang pc sa pintuan ng kwarto ng kasambahay namin, maalikabok, at 1am na.. internet pa rin!!! bwahahahaha! shempre update rin sayo... ^_^

rt6) inaantok n kooooooooo.............................. iisa n lng kchat ko.. si nc. haha. angkulit ng kiddo n 'to. too bad di ko dala ung diary ko, kuha ko sana ung entry ko tungkol sa kanya. sabi kasi ni nc isulat ko sha sa diary ko. tutal masunurin ako, eh di okei. ^_^ nako, si ochie pa di ko p nkkchat ulit. may offline messages nga eh.. 8:35 pm ngyong araw. waahh! 9pm ako ngchat. waaaaaaaahhhhhhh! waaahhhhhhhh! di ko na maabutan un. hay. sana maabutan ko ulit. wla akong matinong kchat eh. dude misshu na! lolz.

rt7) sana pala payagan ako sa enchanted kingdom ngyon friday. nagyayaya kc si justin.. at lima na kaming gustong pumunta dun. i need 1k para mkpunta. di ko sure kng mgkno entrance eh. heehee. please please please sana po payagan akooooooooooooo...................

rt8) i saw this large freaky spider in the bathroom at makati last week. eewww!!! i almost screamed buti na lang di gumalaw. dead n pala. sheesh. ang laki tlga.huhu.. kakatakot........ T_T

rt9) ang sakit ng legs ko.. kc nung wed. pmnta akong festi ksma si jonica and roxie! heehee! 10 am kmi dun and grabe solo namin ung machine hahaha. we had lunch at mcdo. ang tagal dumating ni dadeh.. 11:30 raw eh 2 na sha dumating. andun din si nessa, darell.. kuya mark.. gelik.. etc. haha. tapos may guy dun, si jed? jem? jm? whateverhisnameis. T_T kmknta sha and.. he's off key. haha. he drove me nuts tlga! heehee nkktawa nga un eh. ot ba? dunno. he's nice naman. okei lng. pero ang sakit ng chan ko s kktawa. lalo na nung nakita ko ung picture ni gelik sa celfone ni roxie, "papa bear" scary!!! hahaha!!! silly picture and it really made me laugh so hard! tawa ako ng tawa, nagcramps n nga ata ung stomach muscles ko! as in! ayaw nga nya ipakita ung pic haha. tapos nirecord ni gel si jed/jem/jm habang kumakanta and sabi ko gawing ring tone hahaha! panira raw ng araw. peace dude! hehe. then may kumantang guy, song ni gary valenciano. ang ganda ng boses.. wooohhhhhhhhhhh kabilib! tpos there was this kid named jason and... whoah pare! ang galing kumanta! he sang crazy for you. haha astig tlga!!!!!!!!! sabi nga ng sis ko (who arrived at 4pm) pwede raw bang ligawan ung bata? haha. as in astigin tlga! mahinahon lng sha kumanta pero he can hit the high notes. all of us dun sa table namin pumalakpak nga and so did the other people. ^_^ kpg nkta ko ulit un iinterviewhin ko. haha. astig astig!

rt10) wala lang. sinakto ko lang. hehe. ah yeah! i defeated my 5210 un the game called bantumi! nyahaha! after getting frustrated coz i couldnt beat it, i kindda studied the moves and the rules.. nyahaha i managed to beat it in the 3/4/5 bean-games. heehee. coolness. ^_^

updates later! haha! cheerios!

i am so pissed off right now. stuck here in makati for the whole sem break coz our house's under renovation. no load.. no money.. no net card.. no axn/myx/animax......... no nothing. and it sucks!!! argh! i think this is shit. and. i. dont. live. with. shit. who does anyway?! maybe some loser. but definitely not me. the only good thing that has happened was when my mom brought us to edsa shangrila last saturday for an overnight stay. she picked us, me and my three bros, up here in makati (i had to go home early last friday, 8pm, para mkasabay pabalik sa mkti), checked us in, left us to fetch vanessa.. the four of us spent the time watching tv and SLEEPING. i didnt mind coz the room was cozy and all. at 'round seven, nakabalik na cla mamy and we all went to sm megamall, which is just around twenty to thirty steps away from the hotel. the six of us ate at pizza hut.. then went to cyberzone to buy a new housing for my extra celfone. purple, mind you. mom checked out some furniture shops and in this one place, there's this bad that's totally weird lookin, like a round nest only with holes.. and a cushion ad pillows. the design's twigs. haha. fancy.. got back at the hotel at 'round 10... watched tv...... watched the city lights, which were mesmerizing...... read the book the vanished man... so good!!! i already finished that, im currently reading the grden of beasts. not lincoln rhyme novel but i think it's also good. it better be or else im dumping it back. i slept at 2am............................ woke up at 9.. oh yeah, i spent 12-1 am in the bathroom. haha. had breakfast at the garden cafe, which isnt really in the garden but is only surrounded by lots'o plants.. checked out at 12? cnt remmber. of course, i wont forget to tell that i saw four cute guys!!! 3 chinese lookin sibs and an american. lol. mom drove us to market2 to meet up with auntie olive, tito joven, and apple. that cousin of ours is such a pain in the butt at times. i cant put up with her, ya know.. i dont tolerate spoiled brats. well, uhm.. i can tolerate myself and i leave it to the other people to tolerate me. im not always a bitch but i can be when i am not pleased........................... ayoko n ikwnto nangyri sa marketmarket. bsta. nkkpgod lng... lakad lakad... tinign sa shops.. ang daming tao argh! at least i had a mocha frap. such heaven when i sipped it. hay. im so fucked up right now. i cant type anymore.............. ciao.

i know i havent given much justice to the recent events in my life. er, the ones before my justin-entitled post. hay. i just have to think of it in a positive way. God please help me!!! huhu.. i also want to say thanks to Him kasi gumanda ang mga nangyari sakin. hay. im so happy na. just gotta think optimistically. it's just not so me.. i mean, kpg negative side tinitingnan ko.^^ ahehe. happy happy happy.

whaddya know. something good DID happen. :P

today i met up with jonica, dadeh jodee, gelik, and roxie. i missed them so much!!! i arrived at festival mall at around 12pm (the meeting time was supposed to be 10am). haha. yeah im always late. :P we played ddr and sheesh im getting bad. dunno what's happening but i can't seem to pull off "Freckles" ryt. argh. i need more practice. hopefully i'd be able to hang out more in festival. sembreak! wahooo!!! we ate lunch in kfc. dapat mcdo or jbee kaso they were full. sabi ni joyce, kfc stands for "kentucky fried creatures." okeiiii.. that kindda freaked me out. ya see, people, they're gmo's. know that? genetically modified organisms. eek. so that's why they're so big and tasty. but i still love 'em anyway.^^ we did some catching up with each other's lives and haha im so glad they're doing well. we went back to xsite and played some more. oh yeah, raymond and michael were there, too. mike looks great, a big improvement actually. haha. :P dmting cla kuya mark and the other ddr players.. nglaro rin kmi ng friends ko.. tpos nung wala ng tokens, umupo n lng and ngkwntuhan. i gave my three letters to jonica nga pala! haha ang liit pala nung last letter ko. i mean, ung handwriting. hahaha. na-realize ko n lng nung binigay ko na. wala kasing stickers coz nauubusan n ko. huhu. anyway, oh yeah, we spent 300 pla on the tokens. haha. addict! we love xsite eh! hehe. justin arrived and he poked my cheek.. i gave out a little surprised scream and he said, "ay sorry." hahaha. ngkatabi kmi and nagkausap.. nagpasama sha magpabili ng headband (yeah headband. for his hair. haha.). pgkababa namin sa escalator, i saw this stall na ngttinda ng stuffed toys and balloons. i jokingly said, "ui ang cute ng lobo oh! bili mo ko! haha" nilapitan namin and he asked kng magkano. pinakuha nya sa lady ung orange balloon na may smiley and white ribbon-like thing (actually balloon din haha). before i could stop him, he paid for it and handed me! wow!!! justin bought me a balloon! haha. i know it's childish. very, in fact. but it made me REALLY HAPPY. ^_____^ sinamahan ko na sha sa broadway and bumili n ng headband nya. poor guy coz masakit tummy nya (hope ur okay, dude). pagbalik namin. ang saya ko pa rin. haha. ^_____^ too bad he wasnt feeling okay.. hayz. ang saya ko rin kasi ano.. nakapagusap n kmi ulit. ^_^ oops. he's my close friend lang ha. dont think of anything fishy. anyway.. umuwi na sila jonica, rox, and joyce pgkblik nmin. an hour later ata or less, umalis n rin cla darell, jus, and carleene. kuya mark borrowed my balloon and he began playing with it, balancing it on his finger.. tapos tinawag nya ako "vika tingnan mo to.." he plced it on the tip of his nose and balanced it. hahahaha! it made me laugh but i thought it was cool. haha. galing! i noticed that ang ganda pala ng nose ni kuya. hehe ;-P then he introduced kent, geoffrey (dunno how the heck u spell this), sakura.. ^_^ nyc meeting u guys. =) humingi pla kmi ni gel ng scratch kasi drawing drawing and sulat sulat ulit. green nga eh. di naman obvious na favorite color nya di ba. he then proved that girls=evil. darn. i agree somehow. hahaha! (peace y'all babes out there) then he made up some other kooky equations (even vika=jm, jonar=gel, trix=pogi) hahaha. oh yeah.. tuwang tuwa ako errr, tawang-tawa ako nung sbi nya na mgdodorm si gel s may squatters' area sa tapat ng apc and he sang "home along the riles.." and shifted to "skul along the skyway.. skul along the skyway" hahahahaha! laughtrip tlga sobra! well ako tawa ng tawa hahahaha! sbi ni kuya, namumula raw ako haha.. mababaw lang kaligayahan ko eh! hahaha! kitam, pati dito tawa ako ng tawa.^^ onga pala... si champ, nsa atc. too bad di kmi nkpunta. sbi nmin ni gel kay kuya, ddlhn nmin sha tpos ssgaw kmi "si champ oh!" then the girls wud run after him. meanwhle, gel and i would go over to champ and harrass him.. errr... hug him or kiss him or probbly just ask for his autograph. hahah! waaaaayyyyyy far fetched, huh? but it's just some crazy idea that gel and i thought of. haha. just for the fun of it. ^_^ pinipilit ko pla kmnta si kuya kaso ayaw. hmm.. si trix kaso ayaw rin. buti n lng ung isa pumayag kaso di ko naabutan kasi umuwi na kami ni mamy. hehe. yeah, andun mom ko and sinundo ko sa ace hardware, on the same floor as xsite. i brought her dun sa frio and had strawberry yogurt drink. YUMMYYYYYY! i recommend it! =) onga pala before that, sinulat ko ung mga crush ko sa papel and i said that un ung mga nging llki ko s buhay. damn. haha. tpos vanessa pointed at this name and she told me, she also likes the guy. haha. aun npgkwentuhan n rin namin. she's mabait din nmn pla and buti pa sha naiintindihan ako.. ung kay jansen. pngssbhn nya na sayang naman daw kasi pinakawalan ako and kpg nwala ako ng tuluyan, siya rin mgsisisi. di pa naman daw nakakalimot un. ibig sbhn.... hay...

i...need.. MOCHA FRAP! starbucks save me! >_<

honestly, this is CRAP. pray for me!!!

waaaaaaaaaahhhh damn.. my draft suddenly vanished. anyway..

i got to spend some time alone. i read a book while sipping a mocha frap grande at starbucks. yeah...... i was alone. alone. alone. it felt good coz i was able to read a lot of chapters and that i had time to reflect. hm.. im getting addicted to frap! i was even tempted to order another one. buti n lang naalala ko na aalis pa ako sa wed, thurs, and sat. need to save up! haha. actually, thursday lng ako may pasok.. yeah u must be thinking that i'm a total liar. nah.. i went to school to check out if i'm exempted or not in the biology final exam. good thing i am! haha. or else im brain dead. ang haba kaya ng coverage! huhu. galing nga kasi i saw brian. wala lng. i was thinking kasi na he'd probably be the only blockmate that i was going to see sa skul. galing! haha! yayayain ko sna mag gbox kaso.. hindi n lng. uiiii chismis. di ko kras un. kras ko ung friend nun. hahaha! i bought a new diary from papemelroti. 165 bucks aint bad.. cute nga eh. brown paper. haha. it smells funny though. it's recycled kasi. it's green. yeah i know, it's not me. it should be purple. prob is there wasn't any purple covered nb. i was supposed to buy the orange one pero i remembered something.. jeez. he's starting to rub off on me. argh. eeek! jansen, take me back!!! hehehe.. ui lantaran na.. hay. oo mahal ko pa rin un noh. mahal na mahal. kaya nga ayokong mainluv sa iba kasi siya pa rin talaga. miss na miss ko na un.. hmpf. i still have to write my 2 essays pa. darn. i hate essays. the topics are boring.. kung hindi lang kc 40% ng grade ko sa comm un... huhu. tomorrow, whole day akong ggwa! wii........ good luck to me! cheerios!

i dont know why i'm feeling this way... again. huhu. sana hindi matuloy. ayokong mahulog.... ayoko. hindi naman sa ayaw ko sa kanya. ayoko lang ung fact na mhhlog ako sa kanya. mabait sha at masarap kasama. enjoy na enjoy nga ako sa kwentuhan at kalokohan. nakakainis.. lalo akong napapalapit sa kanya..

i'm feeling happy.. i'm feeling crazy.. i'm feeling "OT-ish" cguro dahil sa kanya. oops. i am not going to mention anything that could give you guys a hint on who that person is. ay. basta. he's a guy. woot. like i've never felt this way before because of a guy. ugh.

i woke up at around 9am (it's surprising coz usually i wake up at 12 during saturdays). i stared at the walls for around 20 minutes; my brothers offered to teach me their "xbox" ways. omg. totoo b un?! haha. himala kasi ngpahiram sila. nglaro kmi nung chinese warrior thing nla. and.. and.. na-addict tlga ako! grabe! naramdaman ko na ang adrenaline rush. parang ayoko na nga bitiwan ung controller. nagenjoy kasi ako masyado sa kakapindot. simple lang naman kasi ung mga gagawin. konting atake, konting super, konting talon plus super.. deadz ang kalaban. naka 83 na kalaban nga akong napatay or more. wala nga akong mgawa matapos maglaro. nag-internet ako. binago ang layout ng blog ko. etc. 3pm, naligo na ako. 4pm, alis na akong house. tinanong pa ni mommy kng san ako ppunta, sabi ko may ibibigay lang ako ke jodee. hehe. okei fine, dala ko ung october ish ng fhm, haha. andun kasi si cassandra ponti, ung ksma sa pinoy big bro. err, di naman kc wholesome ang mag na un.. wla ngang bra si cass dun sa intro page nya. pagdating ko sa festival mall, naghanap ako ng familiar face.. pero wala. what's more, i didnt have load! sucks.. tpos nkita ko si kuya slash bro mark. ^______^ wii. may FAMILIAR face na. sabi nya sakin, si marvin and ayr p lang daw ang nkkita nya. yihiii! abin and ayr! haha.. tapos andun din pala si justin and carleene. nilibre ko pa si justin ng mcflurry.. nkita ko rin si gelik! yesssss! super FAMILIAR FACE at last! knwentuhan nya ako tungkol kay kuya dale nya. ewn ko pero feeling ko, gusto rin sha ni kuya dale nya. or gsto sha kasi she's kalog and cool to be with? haha. poor gel. ayw man nyang mainlab, it seems she's going straight down the pit. haha. tpos dpt mgllro kmi sa arcades pero ngllro ng ddr si kuya jester na kras ni gel. she changed her mind. i noticed sumthin about that guy and told it to gel.. she shouted, "turn off!" hahahaha! di nman. cute kya un.. *wink* i showed the mag to her. we ordered iced tea sa frio tapos haha nagbasa ng fhm. nagulat nga sha kasi sabi ko "gel, takpan mo!" marvin and some other guys na malapit saw it. haha. tumawa pa nga si abin. tapos mya mya, nakiupo na samin si kuya mark. ngyon lang daw nakahawak ng ipod? wahehe. nanginginig p nga raw kc bka masira. stir un, pasmado sha eh. nkking kmi ni gel tpos binalik nya sakin. i lent the other earpiece to kuya. nkinig lng kmi ng nknig. konting kanta. ang kulit nga eh! ahaha. ewan ko ba. kalog ksma, ang saya. picture ng picture si gel. ehhh... feeling ko obvious naman na pinipicturan nya kmi. wala namn un sakin, goal pla namin ay inggitin si roxie! hehehe!!! wala lang. ngdrawing drawing p nga ako tska ngsulat sulat, kmi ni audrey. tpos pinoprove p ni kuya na "girls= evil" sheesh! hahaha. tapos ung friend nya, galing din mgdrawing! astig! ganda voice. haha. si jc nga sbi ko, kumanta sha s mlking videoke. hehe. sbi nya nxt time kpg mrmi na raw kming pascal.. hmpf. =P tapos yuckie. haha. tawa kami ng tawa ni kuya mark kasi nakita nya ung "i know" ni yasmien. sabi ko kptid ko nglagay nun! hahahah! ayoko kaya ng kantang un. ewwwwww! i damn hate it. haha. wala lang. ang saya kasama ni kuya mark.. ang kulit kasi. parang ot tlga. haha. peace. :P tpos dagdag pa c gel. un! i went home at around 9pm with dad, aud, and bro. wag daw magpagabi. bkt ba di ko masunod un....

yehey! i've finally changed the layout of my blog. it isn't cutsey anymore. harharhar for those of you who've been teasing me to death about my pink blog. it ain't pink anymore. i just love blogskins.com. they really cater to the needs of bloggers like me who're clueless about layouting and damn html. lol. just tag people! tag! T-A-G! highly appreciated. ^_^

ang sarap ng feeling ng exempted sa finals. dalawang araw akong walang pasok (at dalawang araw ng baon ko ang natipid). yes! grabe ang kaba ko kahapon sa history.. nung binigay yung result ng last exam, sabit ako. buti na lang nung in-average ko, lampas pa ng konti sa binigay na exemption grade. pero syempre, di pa rin ako nakasisigurado nun. nag-drawing si sir ong ng smiley face na may letter "F" sa ilalim. kung ang booklet daw ay mayroong ganoon sa likod, isa ka sa magigiting na magfi-finals. at kung wala, ang swerte mo. dali-dali kong tinignan at... wala! yahoooooo! nag-double check ako at nung siguradong siguradong wala tlga.. super saya kooooo! lusot na Ako! takot na takot tlga ako sa test dahil toxic magbigay si sir ong. oo na, charismatic sha at mejo crush ko, pero iba tlga kpg ngbbgay na sha ng test. lahat ng sinasabi nya, nandun sa test, kawawa ka na lang kung di ka masipag mag-notes at magbasa.. or umattend ng klase nya. huhuhu. at oo, sa geology ay exempted ako ulit. grabe, ang baba ng mga grades ko. huhuhu. pero pangako, patataasin ko pa un. naga-adjust pa ako. mas magsisipag ako sa second sem. eh walangya, kapag di ako nagsipag, babagsak tlga ako. mas marami ang terms na dapat imemorize. helloooo??? zoology un! magdi-dissect na kami ng mga pusa at iba pang kahayupan. mas detalyado na ang pag-aaralan namin. sheettttt... bakit ba ang hirap ng buhay college. impyerno na nga ang skul na pinanggalingan ko noong highschool, pakiramdam ko, mas lumapit pa ako sa pits of hell. kumbaga, pababa ako ng pababa. hay. at least airconditioned ang classrooms ko, di feel ang apoy. i think i just have to learn how to make the most out of my college life without spending too much time on dallying. i need to find my heaven in this hell. i must make the best out of it. kelngan ko mag-forensic scientist! must.. go.. to... california to study! hhmm... i dont care much about my love life now kasi i realized na hindi pa ako nakakapag-adjust sa stress, tapos dadagdagan ko pa? heller.. tsaka na un. sa ngyon, im turning down guys. mejo hobby ko na nga. hehe joke. at eto pa ang malupit sa makukulit na lalaki: sa chat at text lang nanliligaw, partida, di ko pa nakikita at galing sila sa kung saan mang lupalop ng mundo. tanginish ha. hindi ho ako ganun. mas gusto ko pa rin ung kilala ko at pinagkakatiwalaan... at palagi kong nakikita. un bang may foundation na kayong dalawa. ewan. mas maganda pra sakin ung nadedevelop ako. para mas malakas ang tama.. mas malakas ang high! hehehehe.. as of now, umiikot ang mundo ko sa school-bahay sa makati-festival-bahay sa munti. malapit na ang sembreak ilang araw na lang!!! mga one month din halos ang bakasyon.. tpos two days doon ung enrolment. tpos second sem na. ergh.... x_X di ko muna iisipin un haha. makakapg-festival na akoooooooooooo! sayang lang wala akong masyadong naipon para sa mga gala ko ngayong sembreak. hehehe. :P dpt di pla ako msydong gumastos para marami pa rin pera sa second sem. pataasan ko kaya baon ko??? wahehe. ewan. bahala na. bsta masaya ako ngyon. may pahinga akoooo. pagdasal nyo pla na ma-exempt ako sa biology finals ko. amfness. im gonna die kng mgtatake ako nun................ waaaaahhh.. cge cge. hehe. it feels good na makapag-update ulit. :P