alien!
"I suddenly saw the earth with large cogs and wheels, a highly efficient mechanism made up of politics, religion, economy, natural resources, etc. and has been turning around for as long as anyone can remember. Through time, the cogs and wheels got rusty and clanky hence, the increasing problems, one stacking against the other. But whoever said that the whole mechanism was the only existing factor? Don't waste your breathe on stupid answers such as, "It isn't?!" because the world doesn't need more useless carbon dioxide. Besides, who has been the mechanism helping run around and exist? It's just like saying, "Ohh, humans exist. Wow." Clearly you do and you'd be doing the earth a huge favor if more members of your species started looking around and getting AWARE of what's going on, and finally admitting that "Gawd, have we been this neglectful and GREEDY?" Then again, your race has been blessed with people who have opened their eyes early and decided to do something about everything. They are the first few drops of oil that slowly, slowly helps in the turning of the rusting cogs and wheels. Of course, fame isn't exactly a requirement if one wants to help. I think your mother will like it if each of her children took a slice of the responsibility which, while not explicitly stated, is really yours since you're the ones who reap the benefits. Remember, the world wasn't created to be just one way; life is one big cycle. If there were more "great compassionate people who can turn the world around" then maybe you guys do stand a chance in the fight against the degeneration and degradation that you're facing."
From a friendster bulletin board survey question:
19) What does the world greatly need?
-great, compassionate people who can turn the world around.
:)
blueberry had a little lamb last 10/25/2008 01:11:00 PM
coffee love
hehe.. came across this article from
mingle2.
this comes close to the reason(ssssss) why i'm so fascinated with baristas and the coffee they make.
Damn you barista, why must you be so cute?
Posted on 06/13/2007 in Geek by Matt Ever heard a woman say she has a thing for a guy in uniform? I've got a similar thing, except it's for baristas. It's an inexplicable attraction to someone who makes coffee for a living. I think this attraction exists because of a few different reasons:
- I don't know how to make a latte, therefore watching a barista fly through my order in a cloud of hissing, bubbling, beeping machines is like watching a samurai at work.
- I live near a large college campus in a part of the country where coffee culture is huge, so working at a coffee stand instantly makes you seem hip
- Many people appear to look smarter with glasses on. I feel the same way about baristas: because they know how to prepare beans in a cup I instantly assume they have a degree in quantum physics.
- Coffee is my crack habit and my local barista delivers the crack.
Obviously my reasons for finding baristas to be so alluring are completely unfounded, but nevertheless this attraction persists. I think everyone has a type they are attracted to; whether it's men in uniform, firemen, lawyers, geeks, or particle physicists (lab coats are hot).
See you soon again, Starbucks and/or Coffee Bean!
blueberry had a little lamb last 10/24/2008 09:09:00 PM
last night
12 a.m. I drove out and got him.
1a.m. 2 a.m., in a SLEX gasoline station, highly relieved.Though he had to travel far, I still preferred it because at least I'm sure that he was safe with me.
3 a.m., at home, tried to relax but worry was still eating me alive. But I was happy and I tried hard to be happy.. Because someone as depressed as him wasn't what he needed.
4 a.m. 5 a.m.
In the dark, all I could hear was my own heart beating hard. All I could see was his form, lying.
Trying to sleep. Thinking. Thinking. Thinking...
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
=_= : Sabihin mo nga sa'kin.. Bakit hindi ako makatulog kagabi?
^.^ : Kasi hindi ka sanay na yung taong gusto mo natutulog katabi mo.
=_= : Sira. 'di kaya.
^.^ : Hehe. Syempre.. Kasi nag-iisip ka kung bakit ayaw niyang sabihin sa'yo. Kung bakit sinasarili niya ang mga bagay na hindi naman dapat sa kaniya lang. Guston mong kunin 'yung burden. Gusto mong ilabas niya sa'yo 'yun. Ayaw mong nakikita siyang problemado, nasasaktan, malungkot.. Na parang pasan ang lahat.
=_= : Galing.. Siguro 'yun na nga. *pause* Oo. Kasi masakit. Mabigat sa loob.
^.^ : Sobrang frustrated ka kasi andiyan ka nga pero parang wala ka namang magawa. Kitang-kita naman sa mga kilos mo 'yun kagabi eh.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
It was only during the morning that I managed to genuinely breathe freely because I saw in his eyes that he was calmer, more relaxed, and more rational. There were quite a few firsts that made me smile (and are still making me smile) but I still couldn't shake off the pain..
Last night, the world proved that when my emotions get the best of me, I can go to extreme lengths and stretch everything that seems unstretchable. Exhausting, so much in fact. But I kept going. And to think I did it all just for one person..?
blueberry had a little lamb last 10/22/2008 05:52:00 PM
3:26 pm
What is the game we're playing?
Should I stick around for more? Snap your fingers I'll come running Leave again when you're bored
With me
I'll make it easy... Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out. This facade that I'm stuck with
Has got me wondering
Just tell me how you want me
And I'll be naked stumbling
Just to get a reaction,
any signs of love
Bottle up your smile Pour it in a cup
I'll be on my way Once I've sobered up
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Haven't you heard?
I'm stuck on a face I'm stuck on a boy who fills me with
joy I knew I was wrong to jump straight on into this picture so pretty but
he is so pretty to
me...
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
...And now I got pulled back to reality. :- |
*Nevermind Me- Maria Mena
*Your Song- Kate Walsh
blueberry had a little lamb last 10/16/2008 11:25:00 AM
8 a.m.
He was waiting for his flight.
I was reviewing for the exam.
He sent his last text.
Turned his phone off.
Walked to the boarding area.
Then he was gone.
I read the message.
Wanted to cry.
Felt so heartbroken.
And then he was gone.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Yesterday was Andrei's last day here in Manila. I call him "panget" because we have this love-hate relationship that started 2 years ago. For a while we had something going on (LOL!). Now I simply think of it as a big joke that made him one of those special people. We ended it and are in good terms although we really didn't have the chance to recover. It would've been great if we got to hang out more because yesterday was also the first time in (years then) monthssss that I saw him again. I thought that it would be just like any other tambay nights with them, (code switch!) 'yung puro kalokohan at kwentuhan lang. 'Di ko rin naiwasang makaramdam ng lungkot, sakit, at panghihinayang. Cliche na pero... Kung alam ko lang na aalis siya ng ganito kaaga, sana di na 'ko umiwas at nagsuplada.. At nag-deny-to-death na 'di ko ginagawa ang mga iyon sa kaniya. Hahaha. Kaya nagpasalamat at nag-sorry na rin ako kagabi.
(code switch ulit)
I fell asleep. Took the test. Chatted with friends. Traveled between two cities back and forth. I still couldn't shake the feeling of being heartbroken. Weird but I guess he became special because he hurt me... And from there I learned a great deal about myself, among many things.
"
Panget. Salamat. Nakakaiyak. Me don't want go go."
"
Salamat din at sorry panget. Oo, nakaka-iyak nga. Naman, kung alam ko lang na aalis ka.."
"
Oo nga eh. Di ko rin inexpect."
"
Basta bumalik ka.."
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
May nag-comment:
"Lahat ng friends mo nagma-migrate."
"Oo nga eh. T_T"
"Aq, I'll stay. haha. ^___^"
Tapos kinilig na 'ko. Hahaha!
blueberry had a little lamb last 10/08/2008 05:02:00 PM
toxic kasi
Among the many things that I always think of, he's the one I start and end with. I dream of seeing his goofy smile, hearing his gentle voice, feeling his soft touches... And his eyes. I long for them. His are the warmest, kindest, most sincere brown eyes. They express everything that his lips could not.
On the first time I gazed upon them, I immediately thought, "Maybe with him I won't need anybody else." And again on the next times that our eyes met.
Funny. Surprising. Confusing... Because apart from drowning in his eyes, I don't know how that line got into my head.
Or how I fight the buckling of my knees when we walk together.
Or how I resist the strong urge to melt whenever he looks at me
Or how he makes my heart skip a thousand beats and beat a thousand times.
Or how he makes me smile just by thinking about him.
Or how he makes me miss him so much.
Or how he makes me feel complete.
Or how he makes me think that perhaps, there is actually a chance...
That I just might be falling in.
Deeply.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Ayan. Ayan ang epekto ng pag-aaral ng Genetics na sinabayan ng matinding pagmumuni-muni at ka-emo-han, tanghaling-tanghali pa. Wala lang yan. It applies to all. It's a general thing. A work of fiction. :D
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Gentle. Cool. Calm.
The breeze was carrying the floating lovers across the blue-gray skies.
Smiling. Laughing. Holding.
Their arms reaching out to each other.
And then they were gone, completely swept away by the breeze.
Gentle. Cool. Calm.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Wala lang ulit. :D :D :D
blueberry had a little lamb last 10/05/2008 06:31:00 PM
