*crash*
i had to hold on to something the minute i was pushed forward by the force that hit us....
oh yeah.. nabangga 'yung bus na sinasakyan ko! hay... ung may-ari ng green na adventure ung may kasalanan kasi he cut the bus kagad eh ang layo pa ng lilikuan nya. ayaw magpatalo. sheesh. stubborn stupid people. di ako makalipat ng bus kasi puno ung ibang pvp... buti na lang mabait ung driver ng taxi.. ilang blocks n lng eh bababa na ako, nabangga pa ung bus. hay buhay.
nako. thursday na bukas. uuwi ba ako ng munti sa friday or sa saturday n lng?!
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/29/2005 09:30:00 PM
hahaha!!!
i've been getting busier and busier everyday. sorry for not updating regularly. you know.. school's putting pressure on me. haha. i think i have to cut off my chatting time.. i need to exercise tremendous self control so as not to get too occupied with chatting. well, jansen is the only reason why i go online. the second is friendster, and third, my ym friends. hehe. people there are so weird, as i've only realized until now. i mean, tito joven tested the vidcam in ym and like, a lot of people clicked the "view my webcam" link beside my name. tsk. they want to see me pretty badly! hahaha.. and you know what, i've been fending off like, 3 guys per week. they're trying to court me and of course, i refuse! i've got my jansen already and all of them aren't enough to equal him. *naks* yeah, though my eyes aren't that loyal (i'm unable to see hmi everyday.. my eyes wander far..), my heart belongs to jansen! hihi. i got that little quip from my adopted bro, philip. tsk tsk. too bad for that guy. he and his girl ain't doin good. the girl got confused coz there's this guy from her past who suddenly came back. awww.. phil's been courting her for 2 years and he came this close: philip<->iris tsk tsk. i hope iris gets her mind cleared up. i really like phil's attitude. he's a realy martyr. haha. JUST lIke me, Noh? hehe. uh-oh.. it's rainin' cats and dogs. i hope maulan din tomorrow. hehe la lang. hhmm... i want to play ddr and basketball again! argh. robinsons doesnt have those machines. *sigh* i went home last friday. jansen and i were supposed to meet up but i had to accompany mom coz she might suspect sumthin if i dont go with her. haha! then saturday, i went to festival mall with roxie and jonica. gosh, i miss them!!! we played for hours and hours. i found out that i can't play basketball for two consecutive days coz on my 2nd day, i'd be playing like a loser. tsk tsk. my arms have to rest.. so i poured all my energy in the dance dance revolution! i bought 25 tokens and played and played and played until justin reminded me that i haven't eaten breakfast nor lunch yet. oh yeah, justin was there, alone. he was waiting for marvin and the latter was late. when jonica, roxie, and i took a rest, i invited justin to join us coz he was alone, as i've said. i missed that guy, too! yeah, he still is in the softest spot of my heart. hay! ano bang meron ka at di kita malimutan? haha. i mean, although i've moved on, i JUST sImply caNnot forget justin. i'm not saying that i love him more than jansen.. he's one of my most most most most unforgettable people ever! dunno.. there's somethin' about him.. well anyway.. i'm thinkin' whether i'll be going home this friday. oh yeah pwede! i have to pay my sister pa. uh.. and i want to see jansen and my sibs, specially mao!!! ^_^i have to end this now.. gotta study! haha... i hope i get to see francis tomorrow. he's such a cutie! hekhekhek. JUST kiddIN'! hahaha!!! i'm as loyal as one could get!
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/27/2005 09:35:00 PM
stupid....
stupid day. i don't exactly know why but it seems that UNluck strikes me every 3rd/13th/23rd of the month. i couldn't wait for this day to end... i feel so... unlucky!!! really.. the feeling sucks.. tsk tsk.. dunno..
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/23/2005 11:37:00 PM
want some mush??? hehehe...
i groggily ate my breakfast coz i slept at around 11:30 pm and i remembered that i haven't finished reading my xerox copy of our p.e. report (darn.. first reporter.. pero d bale..)! i wore the shirt that i bought yesterday with gem, telites, and jm (female blockmate, okei?! quality time nga kami pag-uwi eh. hehe.). i was kindda hoping that there would be a drizzle so that i could use the hood of my shirt. it was a gray morning but the sun eventually showed itself. surprising, i didn't find my blockmates in the canteen of CAS. they were usually seated there, waiting for our other blockmates. i decided to proceed to the second floor and there i saw joann and the others. since there was still an ongoing class, i sat in the nearby stairs together with noel and isabella. then gem arrived and she borrowed my fan. hiniram ko ung pamaypay ni noel... ang kulit niya! haha. nagpapaypay ako tapos sinasama ko na rin sila sa paypay and he kept on putting his hand on the air. nung binalik ni gem ung fan ko, i gave back noel's fan tapos pinaypayan nya ung likod ng ulo ko. tama ba naman yun sabay tanong ng, "mahangin ba sa labas?" erg.. haha. kulit! so.. the day proceeded according to the sked though i was feeling all jittery and my feet screamed "go home!" and a voice inside my head shouted "by 4:40 dpt andun ka na! magkikita kayooooooo" oh wow! i was really going insane na. group leader huckie called for a meeting dun sa may food court. we brainstormed on our report's flow and hinati-hati yung topics. nagkataon na ako yung natirang girl na magta-tai bo ksma nila gerome (read: gropumates ko ay sina joann, huckie, gerome, bryan, and ralph. inako ni joann ung reporter role..). erg... buti na lang group leader huckie said that kaming dalawa na lang ni joann ang magiging reporters. whew... big relief! hail group leader huckie! ahahah..
it's kindda weird coz i felt sleepy during almost all of my classes. haha! pagktpos ng history 1 namin (sir jerome rocks!!!), our block went to our math17 room and patiently (add noisily pla!) waited for our prof, with the occassional "sana wala prof natin!" whispers. and around she was not!!! our block officers then held a (chaotic sobra!!!!) choose-the-block's-mr/ms freshie-rep. julie ann won and also noel! naks naman.. hahaha. i think huckie would have been a better choice since he's got the looks naman (read: he ain't my crush. i'm just voicing out my opinion~). im not saying that noel isn't that,too. cute rin naman un ah!!! anyway, i rushed to the bus headed for alabang after waiting for several minutes. i realized that i was early so i took my time in walking to the trike station. i immediately went to lola bunny's store and bought a mountain dew. it was freakin hot hot hot!!! binalik na pala ang cat trainings but more on community service na talaga. at around 5 pm (i spotted several lower year friends!!!! andun pa si garasi!!!!), i finally saw jansen and he stepped into the store with his buds. ernest offered me a spiked pepsi but i refused. hay.. "deathday" nya kasi kahapon that's why he was drinking. awww... tsk. magkalayo pa kami ni sen and nung umalis na yung friends nya (they asked, "di ka sasama?" sen said, "susunod na lang ako." heheh!), dun na. haha! ang weird coz he didnt want to sit. he said it was prt of his "ninja training." pero bumigay rin sa huli! hahaha!!! i felt soooooooooo happy when i saw him and i really wanted to hug him right there kung di lang may tao. pda un! so much. haha. i was supposed to go to fstival at around 5:30 kasi mgllro kmi ni dad and sa atc kasi manonood dpt sa hale, niyaya ako ni nicole. pero 6:30 na andun p rin ako sa store ksma si jansen. aba. tagal naming di nagkita noh! inaaway p ko nun, pinauuwi n ko pra makauwi na rin sha. sabi ko di kaya ako umuwi. hekhek. ilang beses nya rin kinurut- kurot ang pisngi ko, sabay sabi na "ang cute cute mo! mukha kang teddy bear" hahaha.. ayos ah! tpos meron pa sabi nya "ang cute mo.. kaya kita mahal eh!" waiiii!!!! ^_^ nghntay kmi ng trike and habang nktyo kmi dun, kinulit ko na samahan ako sa festival. too bad he still had to do some research for their sip. awww. he's the group leader!!! hehe. onga pala. nung pgkalabas namin ng store, jansen hugged me!!! wiiiiiii!!!!! he was walking behind me and then he wrapped his arms around me ("yehey. kasama ko girlfriend ko ngayon!" sabi ni jansen)! awwww....... so happy!!! bwahahahaha!!! ^_____^ nung nsa trike na kami, ang mushy namin. hahaha. malapit na kami sa babaan, i started pulling out some coins but he said, "lilibre kita. boyfriend mo ko eh." hehe. saya!!! nung nasa mightee mart na kami, ang daming dumaan na susana, festival mall na jeep pero di ako sumakay. ayoko pa ehh... un na nga lang time namin, aalis pa ako kagad??? ngkwentuhan muna kami and kht na sabi ko na sasakay na ako sa susunod na jeep, di ako sumakay. sbi ko ulit na samahan ako.. eh di tlga pwede *tsk!* yes, i was disappointed. finally he said that ihahatid lang nya ako sa festival pero uuwi na siya kagad. yay!!! ^___^ hehehe... pagkasakay namin, ang daldal nming dlwa ni jansen sa jeep. hahaha. at nung nasa mall na kami.. habang naglalakad, he took my hand and held it! bwahahaha!!! kilig to the max di ba?! hehe. kaso kinailangan naming bumitiw kasi andun si jod and audrey, paakyat ng escalator. baka makita kami. lol! di sana siya lalapit sa xsite kasi mkikita sha ng ibang 4th yr pero... shempre.. hinatid pa rn ako ng aking mahal (nakita siya ng mga kabatch nya.. hehehe...). ayun.. we bid goodbye to each other and said the three *sweetest* words ever. :) kala ko galit si dadeh jodee kasi sabi ko 5:30 kami pero 7:30 n ko nakarating. punta na sana ako atc... kaso pinansin na ako ni jodee. hehehe! nagvideoke kaming tatlo nina dad and aud tpos nagbasketball ako. 135 lng high score ko for the day! huhu.. di man lang na-beat ung high score na na-set ko. hehe. and like, nsa videoke rin ung nagpakilala sakin dati. amfffff......... duh! pinatayan pala kami ng ddr machine kasi 9:00 na di pa rin kami tapos. bastos cla! waaaaaahhh.. tama ba naman un eh may credits pa. tsk tsk.. bad!
andito pala sa house si ate len (our cuz) kasi bumisita lang. sinamahan nya ata si ate maan (plus her daughter trisha!). i missed my sibs (though obnoxious sila. hahaha!!!) especially mao! laughtrip nga nung kumakain ako kasi sobra... haha.. nakakatawa magkwento sila ate len and ate maan! shempre.. i went online..
pansin ko lang na sa twing masaya kami ni jansen, palaging may kung anong masamang nangyayari. tsk tsk. but i wont let that ruin my very wonderful day! nah-uh!!! sabi ko, di kami mago-online kpg nagkasama kami ult, instead usap na lang kami sa phone. well at least no one would start sending threats and dampen our day. puh-lease...
aalis pa pala ako. haha. im gonna buy a up shirt. nagpasama ako kay kuya john.. big bro!!!^^ i miss jansen already!!! i dont know when kami magkikita ulit. pwedeng next friday kasi wala kaming pasok nun. hahaha. i really really really really really love him!!! :) i hope magkita kami ulit sa lalong madaling panahon. hekhekhek. and like, i'm fending off those predatory guys sa chat. though most of them are nice, they always ask me to be their girlfriend pagkatapos kong i-add sa friendster. erg... ang lakas makabulag ng friendster ko ah! hahaha!!! like, meron pa raw na buong magdamag na tumitig sa pic ko. meron pang feeling bf ko.. ang dami nila. waaahhh!!! tapos ung mga nagtatangka manligaw, sinasabi ko na hindi ako pwede!!! but they persist and insist. mga lalaki tlga.tsk tsk. haha. may guy nga na manliligaw sakin next year. erg!!!! di pwede.. may jansen na ako! >=P
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/17/2005 11:15:00 PM
im back!
i survived my first week in college! *cheers!* hehe...
our classes started last june 7 and it was a freshmen orientation. i arrived exactly at 8:30 am and the auditorium of the philam life building was already jampacked with students! i wasn't able to get a seat and the fbc i asked couldn't find my blockmates so i sat on the carpeted floor and watched the whole program from there. sororities and different orgs gave freebies and as i walked out the building, i heard someone call my name. i hesitantly turned my head and i saw tintin! boy, was i so relieved! i thought i was gonna walk to nowhere alone. nimrod was also with tintin and we went inside the bldg to look for mark. we also found mary chris. for the rest of the walk to robinsons (we were gonna have lunch), they teased me about being late. i wasn't late.. i was exactly on time! haha.. after our lunch, we went to the OUR for our ids. nimrod was sick so we let him seat inside the guardhouse. poor guy! first day of classes and he's burning with fever. it was very hot and after falling in line for almost an hour, the five of us dispersed and went to our respective colleges. there i sat with angel (a girl i met during our enrollment day) and isabella. it really sucked coz i had to excuse myself from my blockmates, head to the restroom, and cough hard. eww! when i got back, the introduction part was over.. oh well. the next day, i was supposed to meet up with angel and isabella but i was late (as usual haha) so i didn't have any idea where the little theater was. good thing i saw this girl and she recognized me (though i didn't have an idea who she was). she phoned her friend and when we got to the little theater, i found out her name and we sat together. she was a bubbly girl and very nice! rk nga eh. hehe.. then on my right, a white girl sat beside me and i interviewed her. her name's joann and she's from mindoro. ang layo.. hehe. the welcoming banner read "welcome mga ka-bio" and if you read it aloud... "welcome mga kabayo." haha! parang ang saya saya ng biology department. the teachers looked nice and the upper classmen were very warm and welcoming. we were dismissed after the orgs introduced themselves and gave out freebies. cool! haha.. third day and we met with our profs. our first subject was bio21 (botany). introductions were made and the prof (ms. eliza l. co) discussed the syllabus. mmm.. three hours of science!!! whoah.. after bio21, our class got divided. our group had ms. j.d. agapito as our teacher and she was pregnant. she seemed nice.. at madaldal sobra! haha.. oh yeah, she gave us assignments, just like our bio teacher. jo, angel, and i were the last ones to leave the room when our section went out to get microscopes. we went downstairs and when we weren't able to find our section, we kindda panicked. the three of us stopped for a sec and asked a middle-aged man where the stockroom of kuya edgar was. we rushed to the room and finally found our section! *whew* it was crazy and the three of us laughed as we went to our section. we had lunch at robinsons coz the canteen was packed with students. robinsons place.. my new home! hahaha.. just kiddin.. math17 came and we had a diagnostic test. the questions were quite simple and it was just like a typical munsci math test... though i forgot some formulas! haha.. sasakalin ako ni mam karen! fourth day... no geology prof so we headed out the room. joann got stuck in traffic so she wasn't able to attend out first class. buti na lang wla ung prof hehe. ang saya nga kasi during geo time, angl, jem, jm, telites, and me were talking about random stuff.. including our love life! jm (she's a girl, olryt?!) and her boyfriend are already in their second year. wow! and... everyone shrieked when i showed them the picture of who-used-to-be-my jm. hawig dun sa bf ni jm na girl! hahaha.. then we talked about our blockmates. since there was no prof, we went to the third floor's catwalk or whatever you call it. there we sat and sang.. laughed and talked. it was fun! i missed genio tuloy.. 6 kmi. parang ung dati. hay.. our history professor rocks! seryoso magbigay ng punchlines. haha. i like him! he's a young prof and also a grad of upm. magkakaroon lng kami ng quiz kung may tutunog na celfone. kung wala.. automatic 100! hehe.. i hope walang tumunog na celfone samin!!! our math17 prof didn't come,too.. maagang uwian! hhmm.. jo, telites, and i went to the lib to have some books photocopied. lian was also there. gosh. she's so pretty! a real headturner. ang bait pa naman. hehe! the books were heavy and made my arm ache. hay..
buti na lang buhay pa ako! sana naman maging maganda ang mga susunod kong araw...
im planning to go to munsci on wednesday, before i go home. i wanna see jansen!!! magkikita pa kami ni hiro sa hapon.. grabe ang bait nun sakin.. nkkhiya.. lilibre pa ako sa starbucks hehe.. miss ko na festi!
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/12/2005 11:21:00 PM
first day... flunk?!
first day funk and i kindda flunked...i didn't get a seat during the morning orientation (though i arrived exactly 8:30).. i have coughs and colds... i wasn't able to speak well.. my voice sucked.. no cute guys... hay! pero buti n lng may nakilala na akong ka-block ko.. ay may cute pla.. c kuya gen.. mejo may ichura.. hahaha...more tomorrow... i feel so sleepy and it's only 8 in the evening...
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/07/2005 08:54:00 PM
i feel so shitty.. huhuhu...
it's already june 5 and two more days to go 'till my first day funk! hehe. i still don't know how i'm gonna reach the Philam Life building in UN Ave. coz that's where our orientation will be held. i asked my auntie to accompany me. heck, i still don't know how to go to my campus.. er.. just a little!
damn it. i have a slight fever and my cough is starting. great way to start the week. i feel so crappy today because of my 5 y/o couz. i asked permission from my aunt to use the pc. tumabi sakin ung cuz ko tapos nangulit ng nangulit. tama ba namang i-click ang "X" button ng mirc habang nagcha-chat ako?! damn it!!! tapos ginagalaw pa ung mouse at nangungulit. can't she see that i'm using the friggin computer?! i know that they own the pc pero tama ba un? i asked permission naman eh! i've made up my mind that i WANT my own pc HERE! no disturbance, no bratty little kid! hay nako... ayoko ng may nanggugulo sakin eh. tapos nagsumbong pa kanina. that little hag! hay nako... she may be cute pero hindi kami pwedeng magsama! spolied kid + spoiled kid = disaster!
anyway.. my room's fixed now and it feels so cozy. we ate yellow cb pizza kanina kasi ngpadeliver sila auntie. ang sarap!!! haha. naligo ako tpos tumawag si papa.. sabi ko sbhn kay mamy na ibili n ko ng mga damit and etc. hehehe. aba shempre kelngan ko noh! uuwi pa ako ng muntinlupa bukas kasi i have to open a new account in bpi and close my equitable.. nasira kasi ung card hehe.. hay.. i really miss my dad! he said na pwede akong umuwi kung ma-home sick man ako...
maaga pa ako bukas! wahaha... sen went online and.. eto i dont feel happy sa totoo lng.. kasi parang sinasabi nya lang na mahal nya ako pero hindi ko maramdaman. am i asking too much? -_- huhuhu.. i feel so shitty.. may ubo pa ako and slight fever..
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/05/2005 09:55:00 PM
a crappy ending for a happy day
as soon as i hear michele's voice, i knew it was time to wake up. michi laughed at me because my voice still had that "i just woke up" quality. i could hear my own voice and i thought that it did sound realy groggy. ergh. i tried my best to talk to michelle, fighting the urge to let my senses slip away, and i think i was able to answer her questions and i told her that we were to meet today at 10am in star mart. after the conversation, i went back to bed and woke up at 9:55 and it was already 10:30 when i went out of the house, thinking that jonica, roxie, and michi were in star mart waiting for me but when i arrive, neither one of them was there. i wonder what happened to the 10am meeting time. sheesh. anyway, the four of us headed to metropolis at around 11:30. actually i didn't like the idea of us watching a horror movie in metropolis. i mean, admit it, the place isn't.. well rounded (i cant think of any other term). the only great thing there is the price. 70 for orchestra and 90 for balcony; 91 pesos for a small popcorn and 4 coke in cans. haha! the movie was really scary and somehow it felt good to be paranoid. michelle screamed twice and buried her head in my shoulder. we all chuckled at her hehe. and the freakiest thing about the movie is that the ghost walks on the ceiling and appears everywhere! waaaaaaaahhhhhhhh! there was this scene where the guy was being weighed. the scale showed 120kg. heavy! that was answered when the guy's polaroid suddenly clicked and the pic showed the guy standing and the arms of the girl (upside down from the ceiling)draped around him! ahh!!!! so freaky!!!!!!!!!! anyway, we went to festval mall and played some ddr and basketball. we also sang! jonica, jod, roxie, and michie brought me to a private roomand they sang happy bday! it was so touching!!! :) roxie gave me a card and a pin of my boyfriend kamui. hekhek! jonica gave me three cards!!! awww... it was so touching! then hiro came to festival and gave me a present! it was a cute bear named "sherry." nakakahiya nga kasi hindi naman talaga kami close masyado pero binigyan pa ako ng gift. hehehe. an additional member to my fairyland friends. hahaha! i went home at around 8pm, ate dinner, then chatted. i was happy until i saw this nick "hahah`" justin fortu "gooseman" said "pakyo sen" and this nick replied "pakyo justin" i thought it was sen because of the blue "...." suffix. i macked him and i asked "polar bear?" and he said no.. i replied with an apology and asked who he was but he answered "huh?" a voice in my head shouted that it was really sen and i got ticked off so i didn't continue talking to him. that started my crappy feeling so i changed my suffix to "je suis ne heureux pas" which means "i am not happy" in french. hay.....
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/02/2005 11:28:00 PM
er... hehe
oh. it's already june 2! hehe. i was supposed to put a post for june 1 but i got too busy chatting! wow. i really missed the wb's and autojoins. so, what happened to me during the past days?
when i woke up during my bday, i was really surprised because my celfone received 8 messages and a couple of missed calls. greetings were starting to pour in and some greeted me as early as 12am. jonica was the first one to greet me as soon as the clock struck twelve, michivie being the second. er, it was a joint greeting actually and jonix said she was the first since, i think, she owns the number. haha! throughout the day, many of my friends and relatives sent me their best wishes and they really made my day! too bad we didn't get to watch a movie coz mom was busy. this is one of the disadvanatages when you're too dependent. i mean, i could have just asked for money and treated my best buds on this special day, ayt? but nah. i'd rather spend my bday with my family first, best buds next. hihi. that way, it wouldn't be too hard to ask for money. my mom's pretty strict with our money but she can be really generous, too, especially when it comes to food. whenever i'm so bored to death (figuratively or literally, it's up to you), i ask my mother what time she'd be going out. of course, she'll respond followed with a "bakit?" and me with a, "wala lang.. gusto ko lang kasi sumama." that's the first reason. the second reason is that i get to eat a lot! my mom loves eating and i think that's one of the factors why she has a fine tase for food andwhy she can cook well, too. from desserts to italian dishes, she's quite a critic. it's all about recognizing the pros and cons of food.. the ingredients that make the dish delicious or.. never mind. most of the time we eat 2 times furing the afternoon, one for lunch and the second one for merienda. and we just don't eat anywhere. it all depends on what she's craving. lol. anyway, my stomach's starting to rumble so let's get back to my past endeavours. at around 8pm, we arrived in makati. i bought along some clothes because i'll be spending the night there to clean my new room. also, we bought the new helpers there. manang was also with us because my mom said she'd be a good help and yes, she did prove to be one. er, i didn't clean my room. oh yeah, it was painted old rose! wenk!!! it was supposed to be a joke but what the?! di bale ayos lang kasi it was nice naman and cute. manang and ate arlyn (new helper) did cleaned my future room the next day. together with my aunt, her co worker, and apple (my cuz), i went to upmanila to pass a long red folder and pic. yeah, i didn't make it to the deadline but it was no big deal. auntie olive showed to me the jeeps that i should ride, the jeeps i should avoid, and read to me the streets where i should get off and cross. i thought that it was just like commuting from our house to festival mall or some other place. i'm quite confident that i'd also be "one" with the streets of polluted manila. as we arrived in upmanila, i bought the folder, went inside the up campus, knocked on the faculty room for the bio department (i knocked three times, opened the door, and greeted the teachers inside. it was a practive that i learned in munsci =D). i was afraid that the teacher would be hot headed, grumpy, and loud mouthed but *thankfully* she wasn't. she was the opposite, and really bubbly,too. i like her! i hope that if ever she'd be one of our teachers, she'd be just like that everytime. the teacher gave me two sheets of paper to fill out and i was temporarily mind blocked because i forgot my student number. good thing i had it memorized and after a few secs, i was able to write it down. i just hope i remembered correctly! haha. after going to up, we went to the city hall and into auntie olive's office. the place working place was quite cramped and a little low but the atmospehere was nice. apple and i went to sm. i thought that it was gonna be pleasant but whoah! two spoiled brats together..in a mall..without any companion.. watch out! i wanted to go this way but she wanted to go the other way. darn it! my blood was starting to boil but i kept it in check coz, heck, yeah, she is still a kid. and a spoiled one, too! apple wanted to watch "say that you love me" but no hell of a way are you gonna catch me dead watching a move like that! it's not that i have a thing against romantic pinoy movies but.. hell-oh?! my taste buds don't approve of 'em and what, do i have to force 'em to my system? no way, man. anyway, we watched madagascar and mejo malaki rin ang nagastos ko sa knya, huh. she even insisted that i buy her this necklace. i wanted to say, "hey kid cousin, this ain't your money and i have every right to spend it for myself." hay.. ang hirap talaga magpasensya. but i think that's what i always do. we got home at 6pm and somehow i've learned how to commute in manila. er, pauwi nga ng muntinlupa nag-commute kami ni manang kasi hindi makapunta si mommy. we had no choice but to board an ordinary bus. it was full already and the man calling the passengers had a queer voice. it sounded funny, frog-like even! home sweet home at around 9pm and here i am, posting my night away.
i chatted with sensen earlier and i was right! he can't last a day without going online. but heck, he's sleeping almost all day! well, his vacation is almost over so i guess i can't blame him. i miss him so much! i've been going bananas these past few days because i long to see him. i know it'll be quite a long time till i see him. hay, this is hard but i hope we'd make it! i'm tired of loving different guys. i only want one. i only need one. dramatic~~~ hihi... wala. basta. miss ko na siya sobraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! papabantayan ko nga un sa kapatid ko. hehe. jk.
okei. time to sleep. may mga ka-chat pa ako sa ym.. aalis pa pla ako mamaya! hihi.. cge.. ja ne!
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/02/2005 01:03:00 AM
