bday!
the day's nearing its end. tomorrow i'll just be another 18 year old. i spent the day with my family, as always. we went dress hunting and to the movies. i watched poseidon alone coz the 5 of them wanted to watch xmen3, which i already watched with my cuz Dan last saturday. there were lots of empty seats.. and before the movie started, i thought, "is the movie that bad?" hhmm.... honestly, i think it wasn't that bad. the scenes aren't that boring.. gory, yeah, with tons of dead bodies scattered here and there (plus the manner of their death and how they looked like was just plain, ooh la la). i found it quite exciting, really. poseidon finished first than xmen3, so i went down to xsite. only kuya jun was there. tsk tsk. where are the people nowadays?! anyway, i also saw aaron with his two bros, jake and joel. when my sibs and i were reunited again, we saw aaron and his family for like 2 more times. creepy. hahaha. we then went dress hunting. ahhh.. i have sooo much demands that it took us several stores before finally finding the right one. well, i just hope it is the right one. of course, it's violet. im thinking whether i'll force my family to wear violet, too, since it is my birthday celebration, or let them choose their own color. haha. i even wanted all my guests to wear violet, but, being the kind-hearted and thoughtful being that i am *cough* *cough* i decided not to push through with the idea. it's crazy, and besides, finding a violet attire would be too much of a bother, and i don't want that. see? i am kind-hearted and thoughtful. hahaha. whatever. for dinner, we ate at this great great great restau, named BANGUS, that serves pinoy dishes. we ordered sinigang, prime cut sizzling bangus, and binagoongan. i thought their sinigang smelled like dinuguan.. but when i took my first sip of the sabaw, ohmygoodnessgracious! probably the best sinigang i've ever tasted! their sizzling bangus is also scrumptious.. and the binagoongan? a little on the spicy side, but definitely well worth the price! it's on the third floor, i think, of festival supermall (my home mall), right side of seattle's best. try it and you'll never regret eating there. plus the waiters/waitresses were really nice. the ambiance of the place is very comfy.. and the fish design makes you want to eat more and more. hihihi. golly, i sound like some critique for a newspaper article on restaus. btw, all that ulam plus lots of rice, sago, and iced tea equal to P1800++. affordable, huh? ^_^ sooo....... my day is officially over. i'm 18 now. yahoo! i can drink, drive, go home in the wee wee hours of the night, smoke, watch r-18 movies, travel alone... maybe ima do the drive thing, but the rest, a big NO. im keepin my good-girl-spoiled-brat image. ciao peepz!
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/31/2006 11:21:00 PM
hhmm.... 5 minutes and i'm officially 18 years old! ^_^
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/30/2006 11:49:00 PM
Underneath the Waves
Hale
The stars beneath the sky, they tell me you're a secret,
And every time, i wake up in the morning,
Rain is falling down on me. i feel free. . .
You caught me by surprise, i ask you to believe me,
Without a lie, we'll never have to say or feel we're sorry,
Don't say you're sorry, soon you'll see. . .
I'm learning, I'm learning you now. . .
Stars fading, free falling into you. . .
This time I'm sure what I'm looking for,
And that's what i want you to know,
And i won't ever let you go, let you go . .
Underneath the waves,
I can feel you underneath the waves. . .
I'm learning, I'm learning you now. . .
Stars fading, free falling into you. . .
This time I'm sure what I'm looking for,
And that's what i want you to know,
And I won't ever let you go, let you go . .
It's all been said and done to me, I know it,
Just let me have a chance, to prove my cause,
And i know what lies ahead for us,
In any road I'll let you come my way. . .
This time I'm sure what I'm looking for,
And that's what i want you to know,
And I won't ever let you go, let you go. . .
And I'm ready for you now,
And I'm ready for you now,
Be ready for me now,
Be ready for me now. . .
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
*sighs* i'm fallin in love with this song..
more and more whenever i hear it
and..............
maybe with the person who introduced me to this?
hahaha..... you wish... (^_^)
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/27/2006 10:29:00 PM
my right ear hurts coz i used the phone for like an hour or two. dati naman ndi ganto akadali sumakit ears ko. ala lng. kausap ko siya. hihihi. cool nga coz wala si mommy and ung bros ko, we can talk freely! mom's suspecting nga na bf ko raw. eh hindi naman tlga. friends lang kami. ^_^ oh, ang hindi maniwala, panget! ala lng. okei nga kasi hndi ako bored dito sa bahay. masaya kaya siya kausap. makulit! uhm... ill be going to jemah's palce later with donna. im sure na gagabihin na naman ako. 'round 9 cguro. kulitan mode na naman. hahaha.. sabog kc ung dlwang un. ala lng.. tinatamad na ako mg-type....... wahaha.. happy happy.. ^_^
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/25/2006 05:35:00 PM
the feelings i had earlier suddenly vanished when he texted.
shit.
:)
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/25/2006 12:24:00 AM
so and so...
and here i am gettin more and more paranoid as the clock ticks. shet pare.. bkt antagal magtext? hmpf. i should stop this. really. wala rin naman ata patutunguhan to. am i feeling that feeling again? or msydo lng ba akong bored sa pagiging single kaya ngkkgnto ako? karir na naman kasi to eh. tipong summer fling. hay ewan. after a one year break, sabi ko p naman sa sarili ko na mgging mas careful na ako. gsto ko n rin mgkron ng long term naman, un tipong seryoso. oo, naiinggit ako s sis ko kasi two years n cla ng bf nya. eh ako, 6 mos ang longest. but i really cant help it. gs2 ko sha eh.. it started out as a crush tas ngyon, im hooked. we text almost 24/7. we talk on the phone.. ggrrr.. di ko na naman alam kng anong meron sa sarili ko.
cguro msydong naapektuhan ng chem ang utak ko. langya pare, ang hirap ng finals kanina. i didnt expect that it would be that hard. swerte ko p kng maka-kwatro ako. tas ung practical sa lab knina, okei, madali.. pero sana makapasa ako di ba. huhuhuhu. i feel so desperate na tuloy.kawawa ang grades ko. ito ba ang kapalit ng kasiyahan? naalala ko sabi ni ivan kay faith kanina, "ang mga taong maswerte sa skul ay malas sa ibang bagay" or sumthin like that. break n kc c faith at bf nya.. pero ang ganda ng career nya sa chem. hay. sana ganun din ako.. pero mas okei ata kung maganda ang career sa pareho. im not saying na magkabaligtad kami ni faitheey.. basta.
it's been a week already. masyado na akong nasanay na may message galing sa kanya. araw2. tapos ung messages pa nya minsan, kakaiba. hindi weird ah.. sweet, kaya kakaiba. hay pare.. i dont know what to think na. kng pwede ko lng malaman. is he just playing? kasi un ang naiisip ko. if he is then i better start playing,too. i've been meaning to do that din. haha. marami ring nakikita ang mata ko.. at shempre, thanks to beans, i know tl's number na. pero di ko sha tetext, nkkhya kaya. i'm happy nga kasi he smiled at me kanina. yahihoo! one day tlga, mkakatext ko rin un, if it's the last thing i'll do. anyways. sabi nila inlove ako.. i know i'm always grinning and i have that stupid/geeky smile plastered on my face most of the time, but really, im not inlove. or am i? shet pare. bahala na. im trying to stop myself. help me control myself. hahaha.
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/24/2006 11:34:00 PM
happy
alam nyo ba. ang saya ko ngayon. kahit na na-badtrip ako ng todo sa fuckin biatch kong prof sa lab, masaya pa rin. makita ko ba naman siya sa umaga, di pa ba mabubuo araw ko nun? gnto kasi un. mgktxt kmi, 6:30 (as usual, late xa sa training nila) tas mga quarter to 8 n ko nkaalis ng bahay. sana nga raw mgkasabay kami.. eh kaso lalo siyang mala-late. text ko raw siya kpg malapit na sa scs ung trike. tas un na. i saw him sa stage, siya lng nakatayo dun.. and he was craning his head over to the trike i was riding. i can't forget that scene tlga! partida pa, mejo mabilis ung trike (dpt pla snbi ko sa manong trike na bagalan). astig kasi ng dating nya eh.. basta! ang saya talaga. cute pa man din nya! buti n lng orange suot ko. stand out. hehe. wait lng. im sleepy na. grrr.. ang aga ni sandman. ciao peepz.
p.s. tska n ung full story
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/19/2006 11:50:00 PM
hehehe. picked this up from ralph's multiply site. uhhmmm.. kaming dalawa lang ata sa block namin ang may blog. kaya ayun. may picture pa ako. galing galing! sa rh yan, tapat (actually sa likod ni oble) ng garden.. gumagawa ako ng hw sa math17 (which was due that day,too). haha.. see that thin gold necklace? i miss that sooo much. i can't wear it now coz the glass orb is gone. no idea where it is now. *sob* oh well.. :)
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/14/2006 04:08:00 PM
rain rain...
saturday afternoon. stuck here at home. dpt nsa festi ako ngyon (jus invited me. and also dad jod).. kso bumabagyo. ang lakas ng ulan. ang lamig. mahangin. hhmmm... sarap matulog. kanina p ko ngi-internet. sumasakit na nga ulo ko. pero i cant stop. coz i know na kpg iniwan ko ang pc, wala na naman akong mgagawa. ay..meron pala. mag-aral. shet pare. i'm so tired of studying. ironic of me to say that because i plan on entering med school nga di ba. haha. whatever. that's what i'm feeling right now. still have that hang over from our chem exam. unfair kaya coz kulang yung time. i bet gusto nang umuwi nung proctor namin.
shet talaga. ryt now im browsin and readin the archives of The Superficial. haha. despite all that glam, those stars can get down right and dirty. the comments are quite mean and a little x-rated. but funny. really funny. hollywood gossip at its finest. >:)
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/13/2006 05:07:00 PM
:)
newsflash!!!
i saw brenn nga pala khpon sa festival mall. kasi i was in mcdonalds, 3rd floor, chomping on fries and sipping coke float. tpos ngtetext ako. myamya may dumaan n guy wearing brown shirt and blue shorts, n may ksamang gurl. the girl looked painsatkingly familiar. and when i looked at the guy.. tentenenen! si brenn nga! grabe sobrang na-shock ako nun.. wahahahaha!!! totally unexpected! as always, gwapo pa rin sha. yahihooo!!!
mtagal ko na siyang hindi nakikita.
funny how coincidence can play you.
astig tlga. :)
p.s. pinagbukas ako ng pinto ni --beep-- kanina! wahahaha!!! ntuwa naman ako.
p.s.2. exam ulit sa chem tomorrow. oh so hirap naman this life. tsk. goodluck sakin. wahaha.
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/11/2006 09:37:00 PM
x_x
oh man oh man oh man... dunno what's happ'nin to me but.. am i........ again? nooooooooo! wala basta. sakin n lng muna to. breather first. grabe i've been sleepin for 2 hours for two days. nakakahilo at nkkpanghina. woooh. supposed to b, dpt ngaaral ako ngyon pero im waitin for my clssm8 to send our report back. hay buhay nkkpgod! ang daming gngwa.. huhuhu..... sana buhay p tlga ako pgtpos ng week n to. ciaoooo.
p.s. mameh hazel said andami raw curses dito.u tink? haha. edit ko n lng later..
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/10/2006 10:29:00 PM
*yawns*
*grins* (coz im thinkin of "TL," haha!)
ngyon lng ako nkgpost kc super busy this week. hmpf. tpos wednesday and thursday SUCKED big time pa! ang panget ng araw ko nung wednesday tpos natuloy nung thursday. nbadtrip ako sa chem. that subjct is such a pain in the.. oh well. nabawi naman ngyong araw na to, may 5, 06... 5/5/06, astig, puro singko! ang dami ring mgndang nangyari.. highlight of the day: i got a damn great view of TL coz *beep*.. n-distract nga ako sa test eh.. hahaha! he's cute and looks nice naman.. nkktuwa sha.kaso kulang s height. hehe. pero okei lng un...dont mind naman eh.. aun, kng bakit TL,,, imbento lng namin ni beans, aka ariane (prng baligtad? hehe). tnutukso kasi ako dun. naku naku naku....... feeling ko nga obvious n ko masyado. nakakhiya.. T_T sana hindi p nya alam! baka mailang sha, i dont want that..
*closes eyes*
i give up. feel uber SLEEPY. driving lessons tomorrow. haha! goodluck to me...
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/05/2006 11:57:00 PM
