happy birthday to me!
oh yeah! it's already may 31 and.. guess what day it is? yeah!!!!!!!!!!! it's my 17th bday!!! woohoo!!!! a lot of people have already greeted me in advance and at exactly 12 am.. hehehe.. cool.. i think i'll be spending my bday with my family.. too bad my dad ain't here.. it's his 2nd tym to miss my bday, the first one being last year.. but i know he'll greet me naman so i guess it's okay.. he's got work and he's doing it for us.. aheheanyway... i dont know who im going to treat.. i dont have any plans yet hehe... well... time to sleep.. i still have to go to upmanila and pass a long red folder and 2 2x2 pictures.. hehehe... this day is the deadline.. oh.. i just love deadlines.. hahaha.......... ^_^ au revoir
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/31/2005 12:22:00 AM
-_-
sen didn't go online today. i wonder why. it's kind of unusual and i'm thinking whether he fell asleep or he's staying true to his word that he's gonna live a good life now. well, i hope he's feeling okay.. sleeping soundly.. dreaming sweet dreams.. hay..........
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/26/2005 01:06:00 AM
dogs.. banks.. mall!
faint voices of several men awakened my senses. the barking of the dogs plus the vision of a man in the back window of our room immediately told my body to get up and head to the bathroom. it would be such a shame if that man saw me slumped in the bed... at around 11am. yeah, i wake up late but who cares? it's vacation time and that's what exactly what i'm doing. i washed my face and saw our white dog being carted off. one of the men was my uncle oscar. he works for the city hall and i think the other guys he was with were from the dog pound or the city veterinary clinic (if there is one). i kindda felt sorry for the dog but she's been quite trouble now coz she bit two helpers already and for the past few days, our dog refused to go back to where it usually stays and it keeps on fighting with our other dog. i just hope those guys won't turn her into azucena, which is illegal and yucky, or something. our dog's got a good body and is pretty strong. it's do great in hunts or stuff like that. mwanwhile, spike is already registered. woohoo... anyway... jonica texted me not to go to school anymore but i still dressed up coz i wanted to return justin's pugad baboy comic books (they are absolutely great!) and also, i wanted to see jansen. my mom told me to go to ucpb first and then to pnb. i gladly complied with her request. it was better than to go out without money. haha. i went to ucpb first and paid the bill. the bank was nice and very serene. rnb played on the radio and the tellers were nice. the temperature was cool and it got me thinking, "banks should be like this or even better!" then i transferred to pnb. i was kindda scared after what happened last monday. good thing there were only a few people and i had to fall in line for about 10 minutes only and the airconditioning units were in full blast. buti na lang! when i reached school, i went to lola bunny's store and bought some pepsi ice (for breakfast. lol. 2 str8 days un ang brkfst ko hehe). i chatted with lola bunny for a while. she thought i was an incoming senior (do i look that young? hehe jk) and i said that i was already a graduate. we talked about my course, school, etc. then my sister came. i asked vanessa to give the comic books to justin and she grudgingly did. a little later, i went inside the school to talk to jansen but i ended up feeling sad. why? coz he didn't talk to me ng matino. it seems that he has no time for me. i understand that he was finishing his up form and all that. but, couldn't he find time for me? even for just a sec? hay.. i hope matuto siya na maging maalaga. unfair naman kung ako mag-aalaga sa kanya lagi. after playing basketball sa xsite, nilibre ko sis ko sa mcdo. hey, i reached 136pts dun sa shoot out. yeah! hihi.. accomplishment ko hehe.. then we talked about our dearly beloved. after eating, i played ddr with dad jodee and shooted some more hoops, played ddr.. then watched emc (master edmarc.. woohooooooo... astig ang galing!). can you believe that guy's feet?! i mean, triple a for this particular song and double a for all the songs he danced. wow! magaan ang paa nya and his reflexes are *zoom!* ccooooooolllll... hehe. my sister and i bid goodbye to our friends and headed to national bookstore to buy a gift wrapper then we went home. too bad i missed naruto. i was surprised coz may subtitle pa sa ibaba and dubbed pa. hhmmm... download? cd? whatever. bsta napanood ko. hey, i watched american idol and i can't decide who should be the next ai! i mean, bo and carrie are both good.. but i like bo more. hehe. dunno why. waaaa! i watched csi (woohoo!) and the case was really weird. a rich man who goes back to being a baby?! size 36 diapers? oh come on! the world is full of freaky people! anyway, when i went online, sen wasn't there! aaaaaaahh!!! dad jod said ililibre nya ako ng kanta kpg nanalo si carrie. haha. sana manalo para may freebie! hihi.. nkchat ko c jm and dinramahan nya ako. sabi ko kasi na kgbi ko lng npknggan ung cd nya. waaaaa.. sweet guy but kulang pa. hay. nagdadlawang isip nga ako kng babanggitin ko pero.. bahala na! haha. pero okay na kami ulit.. nagdrama nga lang sha ng sobra at umiyak. hay.. maaga pa kami bukas.. annual physical examination. wwooooo.. tpos yayain ko cla manood ng sine! star wars! hehe.. dpt mapanood!!! cge... au revoir!
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/25/2005 10:04:00 PM
nothing!
so... what's happening to my life nowadays?
nothing. nothing cool, nothing exciting. nothing challenging, nothing's happening.
actually all i do is sleep, eat, chat and sometimes i go to the mall. and i always find an excuse to go out of the house coz it's so boring here! really... right now i'm missing jansen. waaahhh!!! i truly miss him.. oh yeah, i already have my yearbook and i'm so proud of it! hirap nun gawin ha.. hay.. im sleepy na.. more updates tomorrow. promise..
or shoot me if i dont post..
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/25/2005 01:43:00 AM
forks are deadly!
oh yeah! i spent the weekend in batangas and im pretty proud to say that i did quite a lot of stuff there and i didnt just sit around or sleep. let me start friday evening..
we had this planned sleep over at jemah's house but my mom insisted that we don't attend coz it was already past 10 and she said that there were no tricycles. it was stupid actually and she was the coz of our 30-minute delay. my sis and i were supposed to leave earlier but certain stuff happened. if it weren't for jemah, jod, and donna, the two of us couldn't have attended the sleep over. they had to fetch us here at home. when we finally stepped off the gate and into the street, woohoo! each one of us rejoiced and rode a tricycle to 2-e. *whew* we ate and sang and watched tv. jod said "walang tulugan" but he was the first one to fall asleep. i slept last, of course. haha. it just shows that the bond between sa aming mga magkaka-service is really strong, kahit anong mangyari, walang iwanan. i love parokya ni gilbert. lol. so anyway, we got home at around 10:30 am and then after an hour or two, our family went to batangas. as usual, i played basketball and did some badminton. papa complimented me on my backhands coz they were pretty good. yeah, it took me a couple of days to perfect my backhand move. to make up for my laziness, i sweated out my weekend. vanessa, miguel, vincent, and i even played basketball with my dad and mom. nung una, ntlo kmi ni vanessa kay papa ang vincent then we had this shoot out. 2 consecutive shots for a hundred pesos. haha. i'm always lucky there! then dad said to mom "kaw rin, 2 shots for a hundred dollars!" eto pa, sbi nya nung una, "sweetheart, basketball tayo, kpg ntlo ka, wala kang budget next month." haha. whatta deal! san ka makakarinig ng ganun?! hehe.. ayos di ba? we got home at around 12:30. dapat mas maaga kaso dumaan pa kami sa uncle ko. my dad will be flying back to vietnam at 3pm today and that means he won't be around for my bday. awww, sad sad.. but it's okay.. he's got work there. =) cge na.. pnptulog n ako.. yearbook later at 9am! ddr afterwards.. haha...
p.s. i miss my blueberry!!!
p.s. p.s. about the title.. i was eating corn earlier and i use a fork. i have a hard time eating coz of my braces. i was trying to get the edible part and the fork slipped in my fingers. aarrrgghh! now im doning a fork-wounded thumb.. aaahhhhhh......
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/23/2005 12:53:00 AM
wednesdays...
i'm beginning to think that wednesdays are lucky days for me. dunno...it's just that i always feel very happy during wednesdays or something comes up during that particular day. the yearbooks were supposed to be distributed today so i woke up at around 8:30 to go to school. jonica said that the meeting time was 9am (so that at 10, we can hit festival na!). haha. i felt too lazy to wake up earlier and i'm sure they won't leave me behind naman. i am always late. i decided to wear my green 3/4 shirt. find out later why i included this. it's sweltering hot and good thing i didn't have to walk far because 'yung trike na ang pumunta sa akin. one more passenger left and that lucky passenger was me! i was quite surprised to find shiela, sitting inside the trike. she's one of my friends here in 2-d. yeah, i actually have a social life here in our village; even my classmates and other friends at school couldn't believe that. shiela paid for my trike fare and i paid for her jeepney fare. teehee. ang tikal ko naman kung magpapalibre pa ako ulit, di ba?! i immediately searched for my classmates and i found them in the gazebo. instantly, i began hugging them and saying "haymisshu." lol. i really missed them!!! dadeh jodee and gelik said that the yearbook wasn't available yet. i didn't know what happened but i kind of felt disappointed but that feeling suddenly vanished when a thought entered my mind. hhmmm.. :) anyway, after chatting with my classmates, we headed to festival mall. i didn't want to leave yet because i haven't seen someone and it's been quite a long time since i saw him, exactly one week. i was fervently hoping that we'd see each other that day. "well, he's going to festival mall, too, so i guess i'd see him there," i thought. during the jeepney ride to festi, everyone was talking and laughing but the noise died down suddenly. i had an urge to laugh and break the silence but that might lead the others to think that i was some kind of weirdo so i looked out the window instead. as we reached festival, we hurried to xsite and bought tokens immediately. woohoo! i missed ddr! although i am not good, i just enjoy playing it and i'm quite addicted, really. we played for about two hours and i saw jansen pass xsite with his pals . i felt embarrassed because i was tutoring choerl with the ez2dancer machine. when he didn't stop by though gelik shouted his name, i felt kindda sad but i said to myself that he'd come back later. we decided to eat lunch and dadeh jodee said that the genio forces was complete! yey! finally! dadeh jodee, jonica, me,roxie, choerleen, michelle villegas! plus we have a special guest, master hao = gelik. lolz! after eating, choerleen had to leave because of some-reason-that-escaped-my-ears and michelle gushed out her sadness about her lovelife. joshua will be leaving for hawaii next year and he's preparing for his mission. he's a mormon kasi. we saw edmond and shari kasi and they were very sweet. sa bawat sinasabi ni michelle ay may napapakanta kami kasi it reminded us of some song kaya it was medyo nakakhiya! ang ingay namin but i think the other customers were amused. haha. we went back to xsite. i pulled michelle papunta sa circular railing sa tapat ng xsite and listened to her hinanakit. i tried to comfort her with the best i could manage and i think they worked somehow. naglaro kami ni michelle ng ddr to make her feel better. justin commented that hindi ako namamansin. i shot back with a "ikaw nga un eh..." kala ko galit. buti na lang hindi. hehe. pagkatapos naman nun, si roxie ang hinila ko and then nag-drama ako tungkol kay jansen. nasa circuit city kasi siya and was playing ps2. i said that "pinagpapalit na niya ako sa ps2!" *sabay iyak kunwari* hehehe. i decided to go to circuit city and fetched him myself or else walang mangyayari samin. pambungad kong sinabi sa kanya "ang yabang mo hindi ka namamnsin!" *sabay suntok* hehe. okei na! nagkwentuhan kami and... gosh! i really missed him!!! we started talking at around 3pm and when i glanced at my watch again, after what seemed like an eternity, i noticed that only thirty minutes passed. time is an eternity when you're with the one you love. i so believe that quote now! anyway, nagpaikut-ikot kami kasi dadeh jodee was taking pictures of us and tinuturo nya kami sa ibang tao. kakahiya pero.. haha. okei lang! nakita namin si shinji and other former seniors. shinji said, "hi raisia!" and i said "hi jm!" haha.. okei lang. sabi pa ni shinji, "magkapareho pa ng kulay ng damit!" waaaaaaaa.. that was the only time that we realized that shinji was right. ui. talk about destiny. haha! medyo nagtampo lang ako kay jansen kasi iniwan nya ako. sabi ko "lagi mo na lang akong iniiwan." i planned to stay nagtatampo but i wasn't able to help it, again! ganyan lang talaga siya. i shouldn't be too demanding on him coz it's his first time to go serious and he's still isip-bata. :)he asked kung magfe-festi ako bukas. kung pupunta siya, try ko talaga! i really miss him!!! tsaka un na lang ung mga oras na magkakasama kami. well, nung umalis na siya kasama si jm, i longed to hear those three magical words but he didn't say them kasi minamadali na siya. argh! *cools down* anyway.. basta alam kong mahal niya ako.. okei na un! naglaro ulit kami ng ddr.. nagpaka-adik ulit kami nila jonica and dadeh jodee. around 6pm, umuwi na kami.. and eto ako ngayon.. nagchachat.. nagpopost sa blog ko. lolz. cge. ja mata ne!
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/18/2005 10:17:00 PM
wow..
i used to believe that the lores about friday the 13ths were just.. lores. until this year that is. jm found out about me and jansen and things turned upside down. i dont want to recall the details coz what happened really hurt me. sen said that he wasn't so sure about his feelings for me and that tripped the line. my tears started flowing and i said to him that he should think things over and that he shouldn't forget that i love him (awww.. haha). i was crying my heart out until 3 in the morning. my sister was already sleeping and i had this urge to wake her up and have her comfort me but i changed my mind. it was silly. my day started out real bad. dad jodee called and invited me to go to the mall. actually i didnt want to go out coz im sure i looked wasted. my eyes felt puffy and so swollen. when i looked into the mirror, i saw some red freckle-like stuff in my eyelids. i got a little freaked out. my mind said that it was caused by my crying.. maybe. things got worst because of my mom. hay. she's so pakialamera talaga minsan and i can't make her attitude out. vanessa and i talked about what happened and all that. jeez, i can't live without her. she's my stronghold during times like this and she keeps me sane and rational. i can't imagine life without her. she said that she's going to threaten jansen. haha. anyway, when night came... jm apologized for the way he acted and he said that he has already accepted things. then jansen macked me. i was in the low down and he said that he wasn't used to my mood. i said that i was okay but he replied that he could feel that i wasn't. he told me to cheer up. helloooo?!?! earth to jansen?! how was i gonna cheer up after what happened? we talked about several stuff and i began to feel better. he said that he could feel that,too. aww.. i though that maybe we had an invisible connection. haha. i ate some biscuits and that too helped me. i thought he was going to say something stupid again instead he told me that he loves me. wow! i didn't want to get my hopes too high and i asked him if he had thought of it and if it was true. he said... yes. omg!!! wooowwwww... the tide has turned! i got jansen back. hahaha... my tears didn't go to waste after all... hay...... i'm so happy again... cge na.. ciao! i hafta sleep..... the only productive things i did were sweeping the floor and changing the pillow covers.. i slept the whole day... ZzzZzzz...
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/15/2005 02:42:00 AM
updates!
aloha! how many days since i last posted? haha. i missed my blog! i made another blog in friendster.. ala lng kasi trip. too bad i can't change the whole layout. but it doesn't matter. what do i know about tags anyway?!
mom and i went to upmanila last monday. the car was parked outside the house of my aunts and we commuted to padre faura. she had two objectives actually: 1) to avoid being caught by the police since our plate ends in one, and 2) to teach me how to go to upm! if i were to commute from my aunts' house, i would have to ride two (or three?) jeepneys only. hhmm.. anyway, it was blistering hot and the pollution was choking. the noise was overwhelming and there were so many people out on the streets! oh yeah, i almost forgot the weird smells that perfumed the sidewalks. we went first to the o.u.r. coz we weren't sure where the orientation was going to be held. the security guard said the cph auditorium was on the third floor of the building. mom and i assumed that we were on the right place but guess what? we were definitely not on the correct venue. we asked two more security guards but they weren't able to help coz they were so clueless! tsk tsk. good thing we reached the place just in time. the auditorium was airconditioned and the seats were very comfortable. i didn't expect a lot of students actually and i kindda felt embarrassed when we had to seat a little upfront. there were several speakers and after EVERY speaker, this man kept on asking questions! as in every e-v-e-r-y speaker! and he just didn't ask ONE question but a LOT! whenever he raises his hand, most of the people inside the auditorium would start chuckling and hushed making comments. the emcee had no choice but to call him since nobody else was raising his or her hand. i felt quite sleepy and almost fell asleep. good thing jonica texted me and she was asking me to go to the mall. festival!!! i missed that place but too bad i had an orientation. after an hour or so, the bio and biochem students were lead to their respective rooms for the psychological test. damn! it was really long and each question required an essay. i got tired of writing so i passed it unfinished. so what? i mean, as if they're going to read it. mom and i ate at kenny rogers... and finally headed home. but not quite. we still went to atc because mom had to exchange her dollars at makati supermarket. we did a little grocery and then.. we ate again at mcdonalds. i wasn't really hungry yet but it's okay! haha. i love eating! there are still so many foods that i haven't tasted yet. yum yum.
oh yeah, i finally have my transcript! i just got it earlier. and yeah, im also finished with my clearance... yahoo!!! i feel relieved already coz finally... finally.. finally! hahaha! and to top off my accomplishment, i (finally) talked to someone again! gosh, i really missed him! as in so much! we had some quality time together at lola bunny's. my sister was there, too. mom was supposed to fetch us coz we were going to batangas but not for an overnight stay, along with our auntie vicky. i saw my old classmate, regiemil, and he was waiting for the other montessorians taking the upcat review. i think, honestly, that they aren't catching up with the lessons. it's not that i'm bragging or something... i'm just expressing my view. okei, on with my story. we talked for an hour or two and it was complete heaven, er, with a touch of hell coz it was hot hot hot! i lent him my fan.. pinaypayan pa nya ako. sweet! haha. i had a great time coz kenneth was really makwento and my special one was, too. i had an urge to laugh coz he was pasimpleng hawak ng kamay. hahaha! i found it cute and... i think he felt awkward with what he was doing coz "this is the first time im gonna say i love you.." put into mind sarah geronimo's song "can this be love." that's what he is now. haha! =) when mom was already in the parking lot, we bid goodbye to each other and he even hugged me and whispered," i love you." i answered him back with you know what and i was on complete cloud nine! that's what i like about him... he doesn't forget to remind me how much he loves me. awww..
i discovered so much about our relatives, thanks to my mom and aunt. they said that depression runs in the family and they also said some confidential facts. it was all very surprising but one thing was for sure: napabilib ako ni mommy and auntie vicky sa katatagan at katapangang ipinakita nila sa mga panahong sobrang problemado na ng lahat. kahit na inaaway away na sila at parang walang choice, nalusutan nila yun lahat at hanggang ngayon, nakatayo pa rin sila. wow! =) they're really great women and i salute them! ^_^ okei.. till next time. i still hafta go to school tomorrow to hand in the reports to sir dex. hay! i wish i'll have a good day again... =)
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/12/2005 12:10:00 AM
enrollment day...
finally i'm enrolled in up manila. i never thought this day was gonna come. i mean, i felt all giddy and nervous about my requirements coz what if i forgot this and that? my chance of studying in a good school will be wasted if i dont pass all my requirements. my orientation will be on monday. our car plate ends in 1 so guess what?! coding kami!!! we have to leave at 5.30 ata or 6 para hindi mahuli. hahah! i met this girl i found out that she went there only by herself. wow, she's independent! maybe i can do that too IF i know how to get there and i have memorized all the streets of metro manila. i can commute but i dont know which place is which. baka hindi ako makarating sa paroroonan. poor me! oh yeah, did i mention that upm is just infront of robinson's manila?! mom and i ate our lunch there and it was realllllyyy crowded! i didn't get to explore it coz we had to go back to upm.
i want to extend my thanks to the people who made my stay in munsci very memorable. to my teachers.. friends.. classmates.. ka-service.. ka-club.. thank you! ala lng. hihi.. pinasaya nyo ang 4 years ko sa munsci!!!
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/06/2005 07:36:00 PM
school. mall. school.
hay! im not yet done with my clearance. what happened today? well, i went to school badtrip kc mom was dunno.. so cranky! when i arrived at school, halos walang tao. good thing i brought the key to the room! i packed my things from the locker and... they're so heavy! i rushed to the mall when i learned dadeh jodee and the others were already there. they left me! but it's okay. marvin, justin, mondee and luan were in xsite when i got there with jodee and the others out of sight. intuition told me that they were at mcdonalds so i asked mondee to accompany me. lo and behold, i was right! i joined them for lunch and supposedly, i was to buy tokens but i was short of cash. i headed to the atm machines and after a long line, the damn card didn't work! the first word i muttered was "oh shit!" followed by a loud "f*ck!" i know the other people heard me swear but the heck i care?! i was out of cash!!! i called my sister and asked her (begged her!) to lend me some cash coz my damn card wasn't working. ah yeah... i was walking with jansen to the atm machine. i "stole" him from his classmate and we had some quality time together. awww.. while waiting for my sister, vanessa, and her *ehem*, jc, jansen and i talked. definitely quality time! i really missed him! soooo much!!! after sometime, i played ddr but i was feeling too lazy. marvin said i should do some jumping jacks. haha. kinukulit nga namin sha ni justin kasi bagong gupit si abin. adik ung dalawang un sa ddr! of course, happy moments have to end. i bid goodbye to them. gelik, dadeh jod, and i went back to school. again. the heat is so frustrating!!! it's so hot in the philippines. hay! finally im done with calculus! i was most confident with my 4th quarter, dun pla ako may kulang, last example pa! i whooshed past the 3 quarters. after copying the LAST example, mam karen signed my clearance! yay! i thought she was gonna ask for my quizzes but she didnt. safe! haha.. ndi ko kc inayos eh! i went home early. *gasp* 5 o'clock! can you believe it?! haha.. and im not really used to it. i lugged my heavy stuff home, plopped on the chair and started rewrting my emath ntbook. nawala knina! waaaaaaaaahhh!!! anyway, i was planning on rewriting it tlga kaso tinatamad ako. now, im forced to. hehe! sana matapos ko na ang clearance koooooooooooo...... enrolment ko na sa friday! hahaha....
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/04/2005 12:36:00 AM
smile!!!
i've been going to sleep with a smile on my face since last week. ahaha. this really feels good and seriously, i've missed this feeling. ya know, the butterflies and the fluttery feeling inside.. remember when i said that it just creeps up on me? well what do you know, it did creep up... again. the joys of feeling that "feeling" again. i remember that i once read a quote that said something about falling in love, getting hurt, and missing the time when you haven't felt that wonderful feeling.
my 4 siblings and mom went to batangas yesterday and they bought along the other helper. i didn't go with them 'coz i had a "reunion," dentist's appointment, and my classmate was supposed to go here so we can make the scrap book. first up, the reunion. i had imagined earlier that the only guys i'd be seeing are regiemil and john robert ang voila, it was true. what happened to our "reunion?" jc didn't inform the people who're supposed to be involved and he was the one who set the date. jr told us that when he called jc, the latter responded, "ay tol sorry nalimutan ko!" damn. ha! so much for organizing. kaytee arrived and when we were finished eating at jollibee, jr grabbed the receipt and started writing a letter about jc and his excuses. hay buhay! he wasn't mad, just irritated or sumthing. too bad none of my 3 friends play ddr so i went solo and i looked bad! haha. i'm not the addicted type and i just enjoy the dance machines. jr and regie joined the "juicy fruit"game and they won.. it was geeky but at least we got bubble gum. we had nothing to do so we sat at the food court and talked. you can really sense the inis in jr's voice coz he kept on mentioning jc... he even formulated the jc-raymond-same-sex-relationship theory. haha! bitterness does get you somewhere. the four of us went skee balling and we got many tickets! shinji invited me to play ddr and it wasa a good finish to a tiring day. i got my braces adjusted and my teeth hurt like hell! *sob* yeah... coz i can really feel the force of the rubber... and the color is orange. =) krixie didn't come but it's okay. oh yeah, i've yet to ask what time my family will be going home coz im bringing home my things and they're pretty heavy. im really gonna miss high school!!! im gonna miss a lot of people. time flies so quickly... i recently learned that this ddr player whom everyone calls "pagong" has a crush on me. we went to festival mall and there i saw justin. he said that i should be careful around "pagong." he was obviously trying to shield me and he always sat or stood near me. i plopped down on the floor and rested my back on the big post in front of the ddr mach. justin sat infront of me. i complained of the cold and he held my hands so it seemed like i was hugging him. master mark and "pagong" saw it for sure and i think the guy was heartbroken. haha! i really appreciated justin's effort to protect me and i felt his care and presence once again.
why is it that we only realized this feeling jut now? it's too late but i'm not thinking that it could hinder us. i mean, i have fewer subjects, we can always go out on weekends, there's the internet and the phone... i just hope we can make it! hehe.. im turning oh-so-mushy agaaaiinn...
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/02/2005 01:37:00 AM
