sa araw na ito...
-went to church with bry, jes, and seir. i super miss my DDR family!
-had a really great time with them!
-hindi na tlga ako marunong mag-ddr. -_-
-next week, simba ulit kami.
-seir promised me that he'd give me bry's psp. haha!
-i met a new friend
-ako na ata ang pinakamadaling tao na kidnapin. chocolate lang pala katapat ko. =)
aun. hehe. wala lang. happy happy today. sana magtuluy-tuloy na.^_^
blueberry had a little lamb last 9/30/2007 11:06:00 PM
yey!
i got tired of the boxed layout so i decided to update my blog's design. the toon's a lil freaky but i like it. eheheh.^_^
anyway, life just got crazier because the end of the semester's nearing. our exams are already piled up plus the projects, quizzes, manual submissions, etc. then anjan pa ung finals and removals, which i'm sure i'll be taking. maawa naman sana sa'kin ang langit at hayaan na akong pumasa sa lahat ng subjects ko. huhuhu. goodluck na lang sa magiging ichura ko within the next few weeks.
aside from the university hassles, i was diagnosed with mild ulcer. as i mentioned on my last post, i had my gastroscopy last last saturday. it was one whoozy experience.. mainly because of the oh-so-effective anaesthesia! sarap ng tulog ko, ehehehe. i'm taking meds now. pero i think mas nagkasakit pa si mommy when she heard the price. a tablet costs .75 short of a hundred and i have to take two per day. 200 x 28 days is 5k i think. so expensive! mom's trying to find a cheaper brand with the same quality. haha. tapos i also have to bring Maalox everytime, just in case sumakit yung stomach ko. ano pa ba? i also can't have juice, sour foods, beer/alcoholic drinks, sodas, coffee/blended coffee, iced tea, milk, and chocolates! oh syet! sana hindi na lang ako kumakain! i'm really going to miss cadbury, starbucks, nestea, and the margaritas. (-_-)
i can't wait for this semester to end. maghi-hibernate na 'ko! then manonood ng maraming maraming anime tapos travel to pangasinan and the northern provinces! exciting.^_^
p.s. vanessa got her hand injured during their chem class. the glass dropper broke while she was washing it. aun, she has corpse bride fingers now.^^ last night was my first time watching kuya karl change the dressings.. and sobrang laughtrip! although she's in pain, van still can't help herself from making funny faces. hahaha.
blueberry had a little lamb last 9/29/2007 02:47:00 PM
update lang
had a blast last weekend! fieldtrip plus uaap, sulit pa kasi nanalo ang up! ang galing tlga nila! *claps*
check out gome's page. and my friendster. links section.^_^
pero ano, hindi pala ako nakapasok ngayon sapagkat ako'y nagpa-check up sa healthway. bleeding colon. stomach pain. slight fever.
gastroscopy day on saturday. it says, "w/ anaestheologist" on the receipt. so ibig sabhn masakit un. waaahhh... -_-
blueberry had a little lamb last 9/19/2007 08:53:00 PM
field trip!
i love invertebrate zoo.
field trip to batangas and lb is tomorrow.
i am so excited!:)i already bought food and prepared my outfit. ill arrange my stuff after i finish editing the lab manuals. yeeeah... our prof asked us to bring 'em plus a pechinik and a hegner, "so that we won't be lost during the field discussion." typical of mam miriam. haha. but it's okay coz at least we'd be able to fully appreciate 'em.. and hopefully, during the cram specimen-drawing session, we'd remember the good time that we had and not totally despise having to draw the 50 or so species............... (---____---) [dontcha hate it when realization suddenly dawns on u]
unfortunately, i feel like my head's being pounded. ugh. hope it goes away tomorrow. but i know that health concerns won't stop me from having fun. haha. busy pa 'ko so nxt time ko na lang sasabihin kanila mommy na kelngan ko na ata magpa-check up. hehe.=P
blueberry had a little lamb last 9/14/2007 09:00:00 PM
papaya soap-less
natuwa naman ako dito:
kuya john: ay bika. sabi nung kasambahay namin, akala niya gf daw kita O_O natuwa sayo
kuya john: hehe amputi mo daw
vika: haha tlga?!
kuya john: oo
vika: sbhn mo natural yan, hndi ako gmgt ng papaya soap
vika: hahaha aliw
kuya john: XD
kuya john: gandang-ganda sayo eh
vika: nakanang. tlga? haha
vika: at least may nakaka-appreciate pa sakin mwahaha
ung mga sumunod jan, pango-okray na ni kuya john kaya wag na. hehe.^_^
blueberry had a little lamb last 9/08/2007 06:31:00 PM
something.
(before i start reviewing for my org.chem lab exam)
With that first simple accidental look, suddenly your world turned "Wow!" Trees appear greener, the sky bluer, stoplights redder, Taft air *gasp!* cleaner, and everything else, sweeter. But each time you see him, you can't help but feel happy and depressed at the same time because he's Mr. "So-near-yet-so-far." Though you're actually just acquaintances and it feels wrong, you're still highly attracted. Isn't it weird how you can't explain the something that draws you to someone? The words are there but you can't fully grasp them. They recur endlessly and yet they keep on slipping away. You "give up" when you think you have reached your puzzle limits but moments later you do the same thing again. It's truly funny how the mind twists what the heart feels.
...And it's funny, too, how I found myself in a similar situation. *ehem* Fine, I admit that my recent *non-acad* frustrations (which led to overlapping cravings for cheesecakes, chocolates, ice cream, cheesy pops, cheeseburgers, e-aji, fresh fruits, mangosteen, margaritas, tequilas, stalking, and mocha fraps, with the last two as the most satisfying of all) are all results of my attempts to understand what I'm feeling. But I just can't help it! Lack of info, mixed messages, polar personalities, other guy things that drive females crazy... Besides, it's not really my fault that he's hot and he also happens to be my type.. Now, how can I not think and think?! Hahaha!=P
Then I thought, "What if the inability to explain that something is the catalyst, or perhaps the actual explanation, of that one-sided attraction?"
Think about this: the more you're being taunted by that unreachable reason, the more you chase after it, leading to the increased brain space that that someone occupies. And when the brain stops accommodating, it recklessly pours everything into the heart, thereby confusing it more.
Haha! Wala lang. Just a product of aimless staring and stubbornness. Too much stalking, too, I guess. =P
blueberry had a little lamb last 9/06/2007 10:49:00 PM
"to drop or not to drop?"
bigla ko na lang ginustong tumawa at ma-depress at the same time nung nakita ko ung email ni sir. ayun, alanganin pero i think kaya pa namang makahabol.. kaso 'di ko maiwasang magdalawang isip! what if hindi ko maabot yung target grade?? eh di singko-ness na naman. waaahhh ayokooooooo! pero kung magd-drop naman ako, nakakapanghinayang kasi:
-sayang ung oras na inilaan ko nung enrolment
-sayang ung bayad sa units
-sayang ung class kasi nage-enjoy naman ako kapag math, nakakatulong din sila sakin
-sayang kasi magaling mga kaklase ko, pwede ako magpaturo
-sayang ung notes ko (tho di gaano kasi magagamit ko pa rin naman)
-sayang ung tc7 na hihiramin ko
-sayang kasi may h.a. ako sa next class na gagamit ng room (hehe!!)
-and of course, sayang kasi ang galing pa naman magturo ni sir jobert.
isa pa, magagalit sakin si vanessa (at cguro si nikko) kapag nag-drop ako. si kashi and gome, ayaw rin..
hhmmm... katext ko pala si renz (na nanlibre sakin sa sanfo treats kahapon! yey!), nagtatanong din sya tungkol sa math
pero honestly, ayoko. naf-feel ko na kaya ko pang ilaban.. *wishful thinking* waaahhh! hirap mag-decide!x_x
blueberry had a little lamb last 9/06/2007 09:26:00 PM
dead. again. -_-
It's hard to feel emotions which are completely on the opposite sides of the spectrum. I'm saying this because... Duh. That's what I'm experiencing right now. Sorry, but I think I've just been awarded every right to be sarcastic today.
(Code switch) Hindi ko alam kung tama ba na maging masaya pa (due to non-acad things= *kilig* *kilig*) dahil nanganganib na naman ang buhay ko. Sabi na, may kapalit ang sobrang (sobra, sobra, sobra, as in sobra tlga!) kasiyahan... like 'yung nagbabadyang pagbagsak ng career ko sa Math. Hehe. Kanina kasi sa class, disappointed si Sir Jobert kasi marami 'yung hindi nakakuha ng mga tamang sagot. Syeeeetttt, kung nakakasugat lang ang mga salita, pakiramdam ko malaking blood pool na nagawa ko sa room, tapos double dead pa.^^ Nakakahiya talaga, hindi ako makatingin ng maayos kay Sir kasi tinatamaan ako masyado sa mga sinabi nya. Hahahaha!!^_^ Pero in the end, natapos ng masaya ang klase dahil sa jokes at kakulitan. The class standing + advice-whether-to-drop-or-not will be e-mailed tomorrow. More reason for me not to go online and to focus on 116 instead. I don't want to take a Biology exam while depressed. Besides, a strong gut feeling tells me that I'll be receiving the advice from him. I'm still 70-30 on the dropping thing coz I think I can pull it off better on the 3rd exam (I'll be buying TC7 tomorrow!) But what if I wouldn't be able to do it?! And then there's Nikko. He said that if I'm going to drop Math he's going to do the same. It was really shocking because what the heck?! Si Nikko 'yun at hello?!?! kayang kaya nya ang Math, kinabahan lang sya ng sobra sa 2nd kaya messed up siguro. It's his forte and he's one of the smartest people I know so there's completely no reason for him to drop.
....grabe nakaka-pressure!!!
Nahihirapan tuloy akong ngumiti ngayon. Supposedly may malakas na hang-over pa 'ko dahil sa events yesterday and kanina. *insert uber big happy happy smiley* Haaayyyy buhay... Sabayan pa ng Org Chem..I am so DEAD.
p.s. Burn out. So near. :-(
blueberry had a little lamb last 9/04/2007 10:05:00 PM
mansanas naman oh!
jeez. everything went wrong today. especially my 2 exams,
chem31 and
math100. i am sooooooo depressed right now. heaven must be punishing me! or, well, i just didn't have enough time to study that's why i feel like i'm being tortured. anyway, what's done is done. good thing i had my consolation. hehe.. =P
mag-aaral na 'ko ngayon pa lang for plant morpho ana para makabawi sa monday! rawr!!!
p.s. i want to thank kashi, jeyem, gome, noel, brian, and my sister for accompanying me last thursday night (we went to JAM's feeding program at the Nuestra Senora de Guia). you guys made my week, i had loads of fun! thank you, thank you for the support.sa uulitin!^^ may special performance pa tayo dun. hehe.^_^
blueberry had a little lamb last 9/01/2007 04:03:00 PM
