damn near... haha..
The name of Victoria gives you a clever, quick, analytical mind, but you suffer with a great deal of self-consciousness, lack of confidence, and much aloneness because of misunderstandings.
Your idealistic and sensitive nature gives you a deep appreciation for the finer things of life and a strong desire to be of service to humanity.
There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean.
It is far easier for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing than verbally.
You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood.
You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature.
Although the name Victoria creates an interest in the deeper aspects of life, we emphasize that it limits self-expression and friendly congeniality with a moody disposition.
This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the heart, lungs and bronchial area.
blueberry had a little lamb last 1/28/2006 12:53:00 AM
really...
i'm improving.. a week without internet? it's somethin to be proud of. haha. a lot of crazy things have happened this week. i arrived thirty minutes late for my p.e. class. it was held in the rizal memorial stadium's swimming pool. yes, swimming pool. i finally got to wear my swimswuit. it's black and one piece. i'm conservative and conscious.. i'm not comfrotable with swimsuits and anything that's short. hehe. i was the last one who jumped into the pool.. and it was my first time in years! good thing it was cloudy rainy but the sun shone somewhat an hour after. there were a few who graduated into the big one, as in the olympic sized. i wasnt included. haha. but it's cool. mas masaya kasi sa pool namin, like gerome was doing "synchronized swimming," ballerina style. haha. he was hilarious! anyway. we had no nstp. jm and i headed to the national lib to do research for our notecards. i got to the photocopy machines too late so nasayang lng ung punta ko. pero i saw a guy there with a gaze that melts. really. and ang ganda ng boses. ehrm, he didnt sing, i just like the tone of his voice. =) jm said she wanted to sleep in my room kasi ggwin din nya ung notecards. talk about on the spot decision making. i was reluctant at first but i gave in. nothin was wrong with it naman. we stayed up late. i slept from 12:30 am to 2:30 am. she slept at 4. mas matagal p nga shang natulog sa kama ko. uhm.. late kami for comm kasi 8:30 n kmi nakaalis hehe. tinapos ko rin ung notecards ko nung ngdidiscuss si sir mikee, pati na rin ung seatwork/assignment. ansakit sa ulo. ngarag na bangag ako nun (redundant kasi un tlga. haha). di ko na maidilat ng maayos mata ko. hehe. nanood p kmi ng variety show ng dpsm. first and scnd yr lng npnood namin. sayang. tlga. un. ang dami kong txt na ntnggp.. knina ko lng nabasa lht. sarap ng tulog ko eh. i wasnt late for my natsci class. woohoo! un. kmain kmi ni char and mabs sa foodcourt tpos may nktbi kming foreigners. ang gwapo nung isa. hehe. spanish ata or mexican. bsta. un lng. tntmad n ko. sorry po. hehehe... nxtnxt wk p ko mkkauwi. sadness. nxt wk pnta kmi quezon prvnce ng grpmates ko. bka raw mkdnap p kmi ng npa sbi ng mom ko. woohhh.... cge. updates later. heehee. ja ne!
blueberry had a little lamb last 1/27/2006 10:28:00 PM
heehee...
when was my last post? i can't remember. last week? sheesh. i am getting soooooper lazy. what's happening to me..? mmm.. school's totally gobbling up my time. but it's okay.. at least my grades're up now. less internet time = more time for studying. as if i study.. haha! school's goin good so far. i went home last tuesday coz i had to interview my mom for my genogram's riugh draft. gotta get all the details, from bday to death day to cause of death to the course finished to the whateverelsethatcanbeaskedabouthefamily. after goin to festi, i went to atc to meet up with my mom (she was with mao). we had merienda in coffee bean and tea leaf? whatever! basta ung starbucks-like cafe in the activity center. really. their cheesecakes taster better than starbucks' and the coffee? uhm... i prefer theirs.. but i still am a starbucks fan. anyway.. we talked about the family.. yada yada yada. we headed to mama's house for further info 'bout the family. i even made many phone calls. wednesday afternoon, i rode the bus backto manila. nstp namin. it was scorching hot in baseco and i had no cap nor umbrella. kggrr.... nagbuhat kami ng lupa. so heavy! my hands feel rough.. huhu. there. laziness is creeping up in my veins agaainnn~~~. i was in festi nga pala knina. met up with my mom. dad jodi also was there coz i had to give him the drawings for his autobio. of course, they're anime-ish. un. ang daming taga munsci, all year levels. tpos tga-pedhs, business hs, sms, etc. woohhh... nakakamiss tuloy ang highschool! ang dami ngang tao, la namang cute. ho hum... nghanap lng kmi ng furnitures ni mommy. then i went back to xsite para ibigay ung drwings at tapusin ung pgcocolor. un. and like earlier, sherard was there.. he sang mang jose with his clssmate tpos sobrang laftrip kasi ang gago. haha. ang kulit! ang dami ngang tao tpos sinita sha ng guard coz msydong mlkas ung pgkkknta nya. okei lng. hahaha. entertainment. and every munscian was like "oi cno b yan? ndi ko kaskul yan!" heeheehee. buhay tlga. wala lng. tomorrow. greenbelt ata. may pictorial si miguel? haha. whatdaheck. may date kmi ni vanessa, my sis. heehee. sna lng matuloy. nood kmi sine. heehee. heehee.heehee.
blueberry had a little lamb last 1/20/2006 11:12:00 PM
friday the 13th
one of my happiest days every.. heehee..
i got in on the top ten of our class' maath passers.. and i got 86 out of a hundred items in our taxonomy lecture exam! whoopeeeee! i got an 8 on the quiz earlier. ah... and who said 13 is such an unlucky number?
but, my golly! everythin was so perfect until i found out na gay pala ung cute guy na plgi kong nakaksabay ng tingin!!! o_O
i wus seatin with jm earlier at the gab/rh lobby and was busy playin wit my celfone.. when i lokoed up, lo and behold, it was him, the joseph look-alike! it was quite a shock. like, when your crush is seatin beside you, you are supposed to feel happy and conscious and yada yada yada. but sumthin was wrng... definitely wrong! he was chattin with a girl and his legs were crossed (girls do that, okei?! yeah, sum guys do but the way his legs were crossed was.... uhhh.....) and he was doin hand gestures, etc. the works. at first i tried to reason out that he was only quite feminin kaya gnun kumilos.. pero xet, hindi tlga eh! huhuhu... and joseph wasnt there, too.
academics= good. lovelife= bad.
oh well.... *sighs*
gotta bring the good news to dad. bday gift ko s knya.. haha! i hope ma-maintain ko na tooooo.... tc peepz...
blueberry had a little lamb last 1/13/2006 11:41:00 PM
apa/mla= headache
ggrr... at last i'm able to finish editing and typing the apa and mla formats for my research paper's bibliographic entries (forensics is my future.. haha!). aww shit. i still have to study for math.. exam tomorrow. aaahhh!!! and i'm feelin kindda woozy and distracted from all that's happening to me. i just remembered, i still have to finish my p.e. project. damn. oh well. i missed cramming anyway.. the late night sleep and all that stuff. heck, i sleep at 3am so what's the diff? updates on friday. or saturday. or whenever. take care peepz.
blueberry had a little lamb last 1/09/2006 12:00:00 AM
first post for 2006!
happy new year! :) 2 days late, huh. i'm back here at home, tryin to do my p.e. project. dad flew back to vietnam at 7:30am. sad. im gonna miss him. jonica and i met earlier at fstival mall coz i gave her my letter. nglaro kmi ng ddr tpos.. un ngkwentuhan. when she left, i ate fries and had 2 strawberry yogurt drinks! yum yum! and like ung kumakanta na guy was soooo good tlga! ang lalim ng boses tpos nakakakilig pakinggan! kht n mejo klokohan ung unang kinanta, ASTIG pa rin. cute pa xa. hehe.. tpos sumama ako kay mommy at vanessa sa dermstrata. ngpafacial kami. ang sakit nga ng mukha ko eh... >_< pero okei lng. haha. ang hirap maging maganda tlga! haha jk.. mahirap magpaganda.. mhirap mging babae!
uhm, 15 lng ata kmi sa nat.sci knina.. we had a review in math.. then ma'am cuevas was out. i left school at 2pm. ^_^ i love days like this. yesterday pa nga, dad, mamy, tetta, vincent, and mao made hatid to me to upmanila (amp na taglish yan!). coding ung car so we had to take different routes para hindi mahuli ng mga pulis makati. nglunch kmi sa robinsons.. sbi ni vanessa, "wag ka na pumasok! sayang naman.. wag naaa! b.i. n kng b.i. bsta wag na.. sayang ka" eh mabait ako so iw hisked off to the campus. walang katao-tao! konting konti lng.. our prof came then said "bukas n lng.. blah blah blah" i didnt catch his words kasi ung unang part lng naintindihan ko. nyaha! so ibig sbhn 4pm p klase ko, which was psych. 15 min. lng ako pumasok. dinaanan ako nila papa dun sa taft tpos sabi ni mommy "parang nglunch lng tyo sa manila imbis na sa ortigas na." hehehe. di na rin nila ako pinapasok. tama nga ung kapatid ko. hay.. sa podium kmi ngpunta ksi andun ung mga kausap ni papa (tmbayan ng mga taga- san miguel). i had mocha frap and oreo cheesecake.delicioso! :) then sabi ni mao sa brownies "parang bato!" which is soooo true kasi sobrang tigas nga. vincent was like making the gingerbread man "talk" (pleading was more like it): aahhh! ung kamay ko! ansakit kinakain mo! ahh ulo kooooo! <<> ). parang powerbooks ung national nila. oh yeah, sabi rin pla ng aking magaling na sis, "cguro kpg iniwan mo mga tao dito sa palengke, mamamatay sila. tingnan mo oh! buti pa sa fstival astig mga tao, dito mga sosy at girly tlga. ah nako!" hehe. i think so, too. puro intsik pa. i dont have anything against rich people nor the chinoys (coz they're really cute!!!). wla lng. totoo eh hehe!
aahrrggghh.. this is rubbish. or on second thought, not at all. rants. rants. rants. i miss someone. haha. cno kaya un. ggrrr... tpos gusto ko rin linawin ang lahat dun s isang tao (iba yan).. kht ung friendship maibalik, okei lng... kht na sayang ung pghihintay ko, okay lng... maybe we weren't meant to be...
besides, i know that only one person can make me truly happy... i've proven it after a long time.. :)
p.s. sana mag-extend ang globe ng unli! waaahhh!!! im addicted to texting ng sobra!
p.s. 2. new year's resolution: SAVE.. i have only one.. and i dont think i'd be able to do that pa nga. hahaha..
blueberry had a little lamb last 1/03/2006 11:08:00 PM