smile!!!
i've been going to sleep with a smile on my face since last week. ahaha. this really feels good and seriously, i've missed this feeling. ya know, the butterflies and the fluttery feeling inside.. remember when i said that it just creeps up on me? well what do you know, it did creep up... again. the joys of feeling that "feeling" again. i remember that i once read a quote that said something about falling in love, getting hurt, and missing the time when you haven't felt that wonderful feeling.
my 4 siblings and mom went to batangas yesterday and they bought along the other helper. i didn't go with them 'coz i had a "reunion," dentist's appointment, and my classmate was supposed to go here so we can make the scrap book. first up, the reunion. i had imagined earlier that the only guys i'd be seeing are regiemil and john robert ang voila, it was true. what happened to our "reunion?" jc didn't inform the people who're supposed to be involved and he was the one who set the date. jr told us that when he called jc, the latter responded, "ay tol sorry nalimutan ko!" damn. ha! so much for organizing. kaytee arrived and when we were finished eating at jollibee, jr grabbed the receipt and started writing a letter about jc and his excuses. hay buhay! he wasn't mad, just irritated or sumthing. too bad none of my 3 friends play ddr so i went solo and i looked bad! haha. i'm not the addicted type and i just enjoy the dance machines. jr and regie joined the "juicy fruit"game and they won.. it was geeky but at least we got bubble gum. we had nothing to do so we sat at the food court and talked. you can really sense the inis in jr's voice coz he kept on mentioning jc... he even formulated the jc-raymond-same-sex-relationship theory. haha! bitterness does get you somewhere. the four of us went skee balling and we got many tickets! shinji invited me to play ddr and it wasa a good finish to a tiring day. i got my braces adjusted and my teeth hurt like hell! *sob* yeah... coz i can really feel the force of the rubber... and the color is orange. =) krixie didn't come but it's okay. oh yeah, i've yet to ask what time my family will be going home coz im bringing home my things and they're pretty heavy. im really gonna miss high school!!! im gonna miss a lot of people. time flies so quickly... i recently learned that this ddr player whom everyone calls "pagong" has a crush on me. we went to festival mall and there i saw justin. he said that i should be careful around "pagong." he was obviously trying to shield me and he always sat or stood near me. i plopped down on the floor and rested my back on the big post in front of the ddr mach. justin sat infront of me. i complained of the cold and he held my hands so it seemed like i was hugging him. master mark and "pagong" saw it for sure and i think the guy was heartbroken. haha! i really appreciated justin's effort to protect me and i felt his care and presence once again.
why is it that we only realized this feeling jut now? it's too late but i'm not thinking that it could hinder us. i mean, i have fewer subjects, we can always go out on weekends, there's the internet and the phone... i just hope we can make it! hehe.. im turning oh-so-mushy agaaaiinn...
blueberry had a little lamb last 5/02/2005 01:37:00 AM
