july 30.....
yesterday, justin went to our house. it was kindda unsual coz it was the first time he went here just to talk to me. wow. we did a lot of catching up coz we both felt that we were..uhm.. slipping from each other's grasp? i dont know how to put it but it's something like that. sabi nya, "lam mo un, kpg ung friend mo.. ung love mo, i mean, kpg nwala sayo.." blah blah blah.. ntouch ako dun! lam mo nmn ako.. softie. parang tissue. hehe.. anyways, aun nga..kht di nya diretsong sinabi, mahalaga pa rin ako sa kanya.. sobrang important.. kaya he spent time with me. huhuhu. knwento nya ung mga nangyri s knila ng nllgwan nya. how unfortunate. kng kelan nwalan n ko ng lablyf (yes, i've thought of it already and i think if jansen and i went back to being friends, things would work out more.. he doesn't have time for me and he's always playing those damned pc games.. i hate it when no one pays attention to me), tsaka sha ngkaroon. hehe. dati pla, nung wla shang luvlyf, ako n pla dapat. huhu. sayang. well.. now i've learned my lesson. i won't rush love and i gotta think before leaping again. tsk. he stayed up to 9:30pm. tagal. haha. pnpakain ko, ayaw kumain. hay, i missed that guy soooo much! ewan ko. ang saya... i missed having him around. ewan. ewan. ewan. na-iyak ako nung gabi kasi sobrang nalungkot ako. mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal ko ang taong un. kaya nung nalungkot sha, nsktan ako nun. ayokong may nananakit s knya.. huhuhu.. ano b yan. sobrang attached ko na sa kanya. ahahahahahahahaha.... hahahahahahahahahaha... T_T ano bang meron si justin at di ko pa rn sha malimutan? basta. iba sha sa lahat. ibang-iba.........
blueberry had a little lamb last 7/31/2005 11:37:00 AM
