tonight, the sky weeps with me..
august 1 2005...
tonight, the sky weeps with me. it seems it has taken pity on an anguished and fearful soul. although u long for someone to embrace me while i cry, the sound of the raindrops is somehow enough to keep me company. i dont really like the rain, but now i find comfort and solace. the thunder reflects much of my emotions wanting to burst out of me all at the same time. i wish the rain would wash away the sadness and the hurt that i feel now. it's so easy to wish for the impossible, but if that wish of mine ever came true in an instant, then would i be really happy? would it change all that has happened? would it bring back every piece of my shattered heart and make me whole again? no... i dont think it would. i dont think it could. i am still hoping that the person whom i have offered my heart, the same person who broke my heart and is the cause of all my tears, the person whom i have always loved and whose name my heart and soul still screams, would be the one who'll put the pieces back together and finally put a smile on my face. although he has another, it is not enough reason for me to lessen my love for him. i would gladly cry forever just to let him know how much i care for him... how much i love him, because there are things that can only be told best by these precious drops. now i am braver to shed these tears. i am not alone after all, for tonight the sky weeps with me.. the sky weeps for me.
"...nag-iisa siya para sa akin. siya lang ang taong labis kong minahal.. minamahal... at mamahalin pa..." ~excerpt from my diary (july 31, 05)
blueberry had a little lamb last 8/04/2005 09:33:00 PM
