waaahh.. i dont know. i was talking with lea and joanne. we were borrowing microscopes from kuya edgar. our topic was the bio lab surprise quiz. damn. sir mazahery woke up on the wrong side of the bed so he gave us that shitty quiz. and earlier, mam co also gave us one. what's up with surprise quizzes? darn... i didn't study although i felt that there were going to be quizzes. dunno. laziness struck me again yesterday. hay.. there's no use with ranting and ranting about how shitty life can get. i looked on the bright side instead and told myself, "quizzes are only 10 percent. at least now you know what your mistakes are so you dont repeat them on the long exam. bumawi kaaaaa!!!" aun. pampalubag loob. right now, im chatting with kuya john. talking with him about my up problems is really helping. although he doesn't speak much, sumthin just helps me discover what are the right things to do. may magic si kuya john. hehe. ang isa ko pang hinanakit ay ang history departmental exam and the math. shux, wala akong masagutan halos sa pareho huhuhu!!!!!! tae pochaaaaaa... hay.. sana lang pumasa ako sa histo. kahit histo lang dahil di na ako umaasa sa math. hahabulin ko n lang ang math. tsk tsk. kelngan ko ng dobleng pagsisikap. at eto pa ang malupit, next week ay four straight days ang test. san ka pa! fieldtrip pa namin sa sunday so no time to review tlga.. hahay.. parang di ko na kaya. gusto ko na sumuko......

pero...

pride ko rin ang nakasalalay dito. gusto kong tulungan ang parents ko. gusto kong maging maganda ang future ko. gusto kong tapusin ang laban. gusto kong maipagmalaki ako ng parents ko. at... gusto kong mag-csi!!!

kelngan ko lng ng todo aral pa, bawasan ang chat.. at motivation/inspiration! im having a drought of that these days. hay.....