stuck!
"sundan mo... ang paghimig na lulan ng aking pinagtatanto... sundan mo... ang paghimig ko...
ohhh.. hindi ko maisip kung wala ka... ohhh.. sa buhay ko..."
this song's been stuck on my head for the past few days now. well, it started when i heard this from gyll's friendster profile (i dont know her. she doesnt know me. ralph knows her. haha.). i was surprised coz a song suddenly started playing from nowhere. i realized that it must have been coming from her page, there was no other possible explanation (i was viewing my photos and typing a post.. no cd in the player). champ's voice did its wonders on me again and before i knew it, i was totally hooked. i couldnt close gyll's page. the song HAD to keep on playing. it's on an infinite loop so i dont know how many times i heard it. guess what. i'm listening to it ryt now on my sis' ipod. ergh. i should have an ipod, too. well, ill just ask my dad later and try to convince him. haha. anyway.. i feel so sentimental whenever i hear this song.. and that's always. haha. get it? i'm planning on buying hale's album, hunting champ down and having him sign it for me. sounds awkward, that last sentence. so much for parallelism! hahaha. pretty crazy but i hope i can get it done. that would reaaallllyyyyyyyyyyyy make me happy. im regretting that i didnt watch eskapo 3 last uhm, july? august? whatever. they played there. tsk. champ wasnt my crush back then so i didnt care. but now i do. ugh.. my champ mania was catalysed by their song, "kahit pa." upbeat song and it caught my attention, and yeah, that guy who's on the video also caught my eyes (turns out he's champ's bro! weee! chino! whatta cutie! haha. though he has blemishes, still cute nontheless). i love the message of the song.. coz maybe it reminds me of my uhm, past uhm, m.u. thing with jansen. haha. if only the song was released earlier then it would have been my song for him. tsk tsk. =P oh well, just move on. hey, it's not that i am actually enjoying the leaping and hopping and jumping that im doing from one relationship to another. i dont know why the hell something bad always comes up and then ruins things. i want to solve the problem together but it seems that they dont want to. poor me. i'm tired of loving someone for a short span of time. i want to have someone who'll be there with me through thick and thin. "walang iwanan sa ere kahit anong mangyari." a long term relationship. one that could last for years and years. ohhh, yeah. cant believe it? well dont if u dont want to. go to hell. haha. i'm a one guy-gal. although i've been branded as a boy huntress and playgirl (thanks to kuya john, my sis, etc.. im not holding it against u. i luv u guys. haha ^_^ ) , it's not the real me. believe it. =P when i get serious, i am serious. when i say "you're the only one," he is the ONLY one and no other. i am that blind when i am seriously in love. hahaha. *wink wink* my crushes? they're just for "kilig" purposes. it aint bad for a girl to get that adrenaline rush whenever she sees her crush. in my case, crushES. i blush. i stare. i smile. i get insane. typical girlie reactions. but when i'm inlove. i feel all of that 24/7 (i stare... at the ceiling.. daydreaming). i miss that feeling. ugh..................................................................... i enjoy being single because i have the opportunity to meet (and flirt? haha. nah!) guys.. im not in a hurry. there are a lot of guys in the ocean.. just have to pick one. hahaha. parang tuna. =P my brain cant fight the shroud of sleep that grandpa sandman's covering me with. hohum.... updates laterrrrrr........................ ^_^
blueberry had a little lamb last 10/08/2005 02:20:00 AM
