since lagalag ako kanina at hindi pumasok sa supposed to be class ko, which was zoology, sumama na ako kay lea sa ocs at tinulungan siyang ayusin ang paper works. late reg din kasi siya eh. pakiramdam ko mauuna pa ako sa kanila matapos. ihahanda ko na ang sarili ko. hay.. nasa CAS lobby kami at doon, humingi ako ng form para sa blood donation. yes, that's right. BLOOD DONATION. i was feeling blue and i had nothing to do. donating some of my RBCs won't be bad. it's for a good cause.. and naisip ko na isang step 'yun para makabalik ako sa dating ako. basta. may meaning yun para sakin. lea and i filled out the form. i was the first one to undergo the screening and the doctor asked questions which i found funny. haha. he was very insistent on the questions regarding the use of drugs and alcohol. i looked him straight in the eyes and told him "NO! i dont use drugs! hahaha!" i was laughing when he asked so i had to look straight to convince him. OF COURSE I DONT REALLY USE DRUGS. IM NOT ALLOWED TO DRINK AND SMOKE. after the physical examination, he pricked my left ring finger and got some blood. he dropped the blood into a blue liquid.. pantimbang pala ng dugo! hehe. cool. tapos nun, i laid down on one of the stretchers and the person who attended to me was vry kind. i felt comfy though nervous. i know that the needle going to be used was big and it would hurt.. i recalled that sa physical check up namin sa healthwaay, required ang blood sample. it was like that, only 450 cc of blood will be taken. the moment came and i saw the needle. i simply closed my eyes and flinched. it really stung.. so to keep my mind from the" discomfort" (of hving a needle stuck in your arm and blood is continuously flowing), i txted some people and played with the yellow squishy ball that the attendant gave. my blockmates, after being dismissed, saw me and were quite horrified. heehee. they were joking and i was laughing. akala mo nga parang wala lang. sabi rin nung isang attendant, magdonate na sila., di naman daw masakit, "tingnan nyo siya, nakatawa lng. ngttxt pa." hahaha. oh well. being somewhat morbid really helps. char, tet, and jo waited for me and lea to finish. lea was the last one to donate blood (36th. i was 35th). i felt kindda lightheaded pero kinaya ko naman. nanlamig nga lang ako.. nung nasa taft na at nghhntay ng msskyan, namumutla raw ako sabi ni tet. naramdaman ko rin kasi nanghihina ako. ang bait ko tlga. hehe. pagkauwi ko, mejo nagdrama na ako at natulog na lang. di nga ako kumain kasi wala akong gana... yan lang ang tanging nakapagpasaya sa akin ngyong araw. ay, meron pa pala. si..wala lng. hehe. bsta.
hay.. nakakapagod na mabuhay..
oh di ba ang bait ko tlga.
I AM SUCH AN ANGEL. >=P