yes, yes i know it's been ages since i last typed an entry. i actually attempted to post something last week. unfortunately, i was kindda out of inspiration. but it seems that the tide is starting to change. i'm finally, again, seeing the world in a much colorful way. naks, may nalalaman na 'kong ganyan ngyon! hehe. wala lang, gusto ko lang talaga ibalita na after two years eh may crush na ulit ako. yehey! pero syempre hindi ko sasabihin kung sino.=P

you might think that me having a crush would lead to suicide (a.k.a. LOVE). of course not.. just this wednesday, i talked to renz (my sis' close friend) and found myself saying, "gusto ko sure na kapag na-inlove ako sa susunod.. at kapag pumasok ako sa isang relationship, gusto ko rin na mas matagal na." mature na 'ko. hehe! cheesy kung cheesy, honest-to-goodness lang ako sumagot ng mga tanong, lalo na kapag 'yan ang pinag-uusapan. aren't you glad that there are people like me? no denials, pare. haha. anyway, my point is i'm treading this familiar path more carefully now because i don''t want to get myself caught in the bushes and brambles. i've learned a lot from everything that happened in the past. besides, i still don't know much about him, except that he's cute, has a nice built (oh ayan ha, walang halong pagnanasa!), kind, religious and hella smart! yes, he has some of my ideal guy's traits so.. i need to solidify my game plan pa. haha! pero ayun nga, everything's still uncertain kaya steady lang. mahirap din pala i-give up ang trono ko sa "nirvana." you know what nirvana is?? it's the singles' peaceful place. heaven, pare! haha. kidding aside, i very much enjoy being single but let's see if this is going to surpass my nirvana-ish happiness.^_^

uhm, im also busy with studying. yes, you read that right, studying! i'm having a heck of a time with invertebrate zoology! jan pechinik is the deity for now. haha.^_^ sadly, i can't say the same for plant morpho-ana (though i enjoy the lab class!). i can't fully appreciate the parenchymas and collenchymas, the xylems, phloems, sieve cells. they all look the same eh! well, almost. hehe. and uhm, organic chem. sh*t. every time i say "org chem," my mouth tastes bitter. damn that subject. it's the largest cross that i'm bearing as of now. next is math. haha. actually, i'm enjoying the classes because of the professors. they're great, really. maasikaso, mabait, magaling magturo.. (gwapo pa. haha!) mahirap lang tlga yung subjects nila.^^ pero syempre, no match pa rin sila kay sir jal. iba pa rin tlga kapag siya ang nakikita ko. wootttt! grabe! super happy happy happy ko kaya kapag nagha-hi rin sya kapag binabati ko! (nare-recognize na nya siguro ako. magpapirma ba naman ng cd sa last day.. madalas ko rin syang makita. hehe) nakaka-miss tuloy ng sobra yung socsci2. though medyo marami syang absent, na-appreciate ko ng husto yun dahil sa kanya. he's the reason kung bakit ang sipag ko pumasok ng m/th last sem. i always looked forward to listening and learning from him. and do you know what makes sir jal really intelligent for me? it's simply because he's able to relay the lessons to his students while making them appreciate the subject for what it is. sir jal actually made me realize that it's possible to learn while having fun. galing, noh?^_^

what else? i think we're going to be a lot busier because of the upcoming bioyugyugan. syempre, props ulit ako. dance? no way pare, magkamatayan na. haha! anyways, that's it i guess. i'll probably update next week.^_^

p.s. i finally finally finally got my hands on his email address! woohhhhh... thanks to jeyem.^_^ *does analysis* ---adik. hehe. yes, he has a friendster account. and yes, tama yung hinala ko na sa kanya nga yung unang-una na lumabas the first time i searched for him.
to kashi: tao sya kashi, tao! hehe.^_^

p.s.2. alam nyo ba na nakakadagdag- swerte kapag ang kulay ng shirt for the day mo eh ka-kulay ng unang jeep na masasakyan nyo? hahahaha!

p.s.3. hobby ko na talaga ang mag-stalk, lalo na kay sir. hehe!