ugh.
scrap whatever drama i wrote last night.
the frustration is gone but now i'm really PUZZLED.. yeah, he's friendly and stuff but the weird thing is, he
only talks to me when there're only a few people around or when they're a few feet away. is it because he wants to talk to me in a one-on-one fashion where i get all his attention? or is it because he's ashamed of talking to me?! blood is really going to be spilled if i find out that it's the latter. well, why bother in the first place if he's that embarrassed of talking to someone as beautif--- as weir--- someone like me? (hahaha!)
despite this super mind-boggling, earth-affecting mystery, i generally had a very good day..
-- the bio alumni forum was enjoyable (we were making some props pieces while the forum was ongoing. haha)
--math was fun
--someone greeted me (and made me float on cloud 9)
--he greeted me, all smiles. we had small talks....
omg! small talks?! while we were at mcdo, kashi (yehey special mention ka ulit! =P) said that maybe he was trying to chat me up and stuff.. so i better be more responsive to him. if that's the case, fine, i'll be more attentive. too bad i have to hold off my kalokohan, baka raw kasi ma-shock sya. then kashi explained our "timeline" because i almost wrecked the styro (while eating the spag). waah.
anyway, this is crazy. brain automatically goes on into theorizing-stalking mode whenever something comes up. waah. shungaw ka tlga brain. but good thing with you is that the theories are almost correct. maybe one day you'd be able to completely unravel how guys think. haha.
time to hit the sheets. early day tomorrow. save me from all the haggardness!(--___--)
blueberry had a little lamb last 8/22/2007 12:55:00 AM
