(almost) everything about yesterday was SO WRONG:
HEAVY traffic all day
STRONG rain
alternate jeepney route to only God-knew-where
OVER YUCKY ROACHES (crawled on my pants up to my knees)
SCREAMING like hell (yeah, on the street)
FLOOD...FLOOD...and more FLOOD


Cursed Vito Cruz street. Took a bath in alcohol. Funnily and painfully embarrassing.
It was the experience of a lifetime. Ugh.

So I watched Honey and Clover earlier to de-stress. To forget yesterday. Everytime I watch HaC, I gain a lot of insights on Friendship. Love. Life. and Dreams.

But Miwako said something that hit me right in the face:
"Did you know that when people appear in your dreams, it's because their feelings of wanting to see you escape from their bodies and enter your dreams?"
No matter how coincidental the episode, character, and timing were.. It was just too much! (-_-)


Why the rant?? My dreams last night were Weirder than usual. Must've been due to stress. But then that part came:
We sat down, facing each other. He apologized.. And suddenly Started talking about us. Asked if I was avoiding him.
He pulled me to sit beside him. Then put his arm around my shoulder.


When I woke up, I was seriously disturbed. I mean, What the heck?! He doesn't have the right to appear in my dreams. And there is no "us."


People say that our subconscious (and even conscious) desires manifest in our dreams. And to think that I even tried "pulling" him out of my system before I fell asleep.


I was seriously pissed off yesterday. But hell yeah, that dream is exactly what I want to happen. DAMN. (-_-)

p.s. huckie's fan girls are definitely going to kill me now. monday, we wore the same shirt color.. and they saw us getting in on his car. and we disappeared for two hours. roadtrip! i screwed the directions up going back to upmanila. i thought huckie would get mad but he didn't. tho it was embarrassing, i had fun.^_^