It's hard to feel emotions which are completely on the opposite sides of the spectrum. I'm saying this because... Duh. That's what I'm experiencing right now. Sorry, but I think I've just been awarded every right to be sarcastic today.

(Code switch) Hindi ko alam kung tama ba na maging masaya pa (due to non-acad things= *kilig* *kilig*) dahil nanganganib na naman ang buhay ko. Sabi na, may kapalit ang sobrang (sobra, sobra, sobra, as in sobra tlga!) kasiyahan... like 'yung nagbabadyang pagbagsak ng career ko sa Math. Hehe. Kanina kasi sa class, disappointed si Sir Jobert kasi marami 'yung hindi nakakuha ng mga tamang sagot. Syeeeetttt, kung nakakasugat lang ang mga salita, pakiramdam ko malaking blood pool na nagawa ko sa room, tapos double dead pa.^^ Nakakahiya talaga, hindi ako makatingin ng maayos kay Sir kasi tinatamaan ako masyado sa mga sinabi nya. Hahahaha!!^_^ Pero in the end, natapos ng masaya ang klase dahil sa jokes at kakulitan. The class standing + advice-whether-to-drop-or-not will be e-mailed tomorrow. More reason for me not to go online and to focus on 116 instead. I don't want to take a Biology exam while depressed. Besides, a strong gut feeling tells me that I'll be receiving the advice from him. I'm still 70-30 on the dropping thing coz I think I can pull it off better on the 3rd exam (I'll be buying TC7 tomorrow!) But what if I wouldn't be able to do it?! And then there's Nikko. He said that if I'm going to drop Math he's going to do the same. It was really shocking because what the heck?! Si Nikko 'yun at hello?!?! kayang kaya nya ang Math, kinabahan lang sya ng sobra sa 2nd kaya messed up siguro. It's his forte and he's one of the smartest people I know so there's completely no reason for him to drop.


....grabe nakaka-pressure!!!


Nahihirapan tuloy akong ngumiti ngayon. Supposedly may malakas na hang-over pa 'ko dahil sa events yesterday and kanina. *insert uber big happy happy smiley* Haaayyyy buhay... Sabayan pa ng Org Chem..I am so DEAD.

p.s. Burn out. So near. :-(