(before i start reviewing for my org.chem lab exam)

With that first simple accidental look, suddenly your world turned "Wow!" Trees appear greener, the sky bluer, stoplights redder, Taft air *gasp!* cleaner, and everything else, sweeter. But each time you see him, you can't help but feel happy and depressed at the same time because he's Mr. "So-near-yet-so-far." Though you're actually just acquaintances and it feels wrong, you're still highly attracted. Isn't it weird how you can't explain the something that draws you to someone? The words are there but you can't fully grasp them. They recur endlessly and yet they keep on slipping away. You "give up" when you think you have reached your puzzle limits but moments later you do the same thing again. It's truly funny how the mind twists what the heart feels.

...And it's funny, too, how I found myself in a similar situation. *ehem* Fine, I admit that my recent *non-acad* frustrations (which led to overlapping cravings for cheesecakes, chocolates, ice cream, cheesy pops, cheeseburgers, e-aji, fresh fruits, mangosteen, margaritas, tequilas, stalking, and mocha fraps, with the last two as the most satisfying of all) are all results of my attempts to understand what I'm feeling. But I just can't help it! Lack of info, mixed messages, polar personalities, other guy things that drive females crazy... Besides, it's not really my fault that he's hot and he also happens to be my type.. Now, how can I not think and think?! Hahaha!=P

Then I thought, "What if the inability to explain that something is the catalyst, or perhaps the actual explanation, of that one-sided attraction?"

Think about this: the more you're being taunted by that unreachable reason, the more you chase after it, leading to the increased brain space that that someone occupies. And when the brain stops accommodating, it recklessly pours everything into the heart, thereby confusing it more.

Haha! Wala lang. Just a product of aimless staring and stubbornness. Too much stalking, too, I guess. =P