hello blog!
Ever since, my mind has been set on always listening to others partly because I know that there are those who are better than me; they can give me knowledge. And partly because I want to know all possible stories. Therefore I choose to be quiet, but not passive. Therefore I also speak.
Yet when it comes to matters concerning myself, I have a hard time talking. I try to articulate but the sudden rush of words in my mind could not be contained by the vessels of my tongue so the words fly out in a flurry. Incoherent. Unintelligible.
For someone who considers the pen as her best ally, all my thoughts have been spilled on paper like blood from a fresh wound. I've long believed that I am two souls in a single body. That's why I seem flexible yet stubborn. That's why I draw and I write. The lines of my art free my emotions while the lines of my letters brandish the colors. Only through this complementarity are my inner turmoils appeased. But sometimes, I feel as if both are still not enough...
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After 4 months, I blog again! I deleted my formspring.me "entries" (they're from an RSS feed) and I'm glad that I managed to write something with more sense. Hehe. My pencils and I have reunited so we're making up for lost time by doing drawings and some journal writing, two things which were deprived from me by college. =p I hope that when I start working (I'm still unemployed, hence the free time haha! But I'm looking for a job now. ), I'd still be able to do both. :)
blueberry had a little lamb last 6/23/2010 02:53:00 AM
