A day like any other
Dear You,
I didn't forget your birthday.
I just want you to feel how it's like to miss someone until it hurts. For 11 hours and 59 minutes, I think I may have succeeded.
I didn't forget your birthday.
Our four years would have been pretty useless if I did. I know we were never a couple, but those years are rightfully ours because of the unknown tears that I've shed, the laughter you brought, and all the in-between emotions that used to come in torrents but now have subsided into gentle waves.
I didn't forget your birthday.
I wonder what ever gave you the idea that I ever could. Just the thought that you think I did gnaws on my soul and is killing me slowly.
Heaven grants wishes only if they are sincere; perhaps I can bank on that. If it's the only way that can bring back happier times then I want to be the one to make that wish instead of you, for you.
Until you can comprehend the gravity of everything. Forever,
V
blueberry had a little lamb last 8/21/2011 09:50:00 PM